The Red Debt: Echoes from KentuckyMacDonald, Everett
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The Red Debt: Echoes from Kentucky
MacDonald, Everett
Kentucky -- Fiction
But Belle-Ann was not happy. The fear that had eroded its path into her
being stood over her young life to menace and alloy every new-born
pleasure. Her soul trembled now lest the revenuer had killed Lem
instead. Then her life would not only be broken, but the revenuer would
still live on to project his hated shadow across her heart, and her
agony would go on and on with another and more potential impetus.
When the human heart throbs against the barbs of an eating agony through
a measure of years, there comes a time when the soul staggers and cries
out.
One night Miss Worth awoke and following a habit, she got up and slipped
across the hall, bent on seeing if Belle-Ann were sitting up in bed with
her books, as was her wont.
She opened the door softly. As there was no light in the girl's room,
she was about to close the door and go to bed when she caught a sound
that half startled her. Quickly and noiselessly she stepped over the
threshold. A shaft of moonlight fell athwart the bed. It was empty. She
cast a searching glance about the room. At the window-seat she saw a
mass of black curls above the white of a night robe.
Crouching on the floor, her face buried in her arms, alone in this small
hour, Belle-Ann was crying in the half gloom. Alone with some great
grief that was undoing her. Her shoulders shook with its racking
on-coming. Then again, its vortex of agony swept across her lips in
piteous supplicatory sobs, vibrating in the stillness like the bleating
of a dazed, lost creature enmeshed in the tentacles of some merciless
destroyer.
Motionless, Miss Worth stood for a minute, her mind divided by two
opposing conjectures. One, a deplorable apprehension that this girl she
had come to love so dearly was assailed by some new sudden visitation of
suffering. The other, a keen, pungent joy that perhaps that for which
she herself had striven and labored for months was coming to pass. Maybe
after all the blighting soul-fistula she had so deftly and tirelessly
probed for had burst and its poisonous feculence was now eddying away.
Until a month ago Belle-Ann had, with the natural reluctance and
reserved suspicion of the mountain-born, withstood and parried all of
Miss Worth's gentle approaches to discover her secret woe. The mountain
spirit nurtures a bitter antipathy for revelations. Then a day came when
this dear friend broke through the barrier, and Belle-Ann poured out her
whole life to Miss Worth. There was no detail or memory that she did not
vividly picture before Miss Worth's understanding. Then Miss Worth,
knowing where to look, reached out with all the potent power of her
subjugating diplomacy to extirpate the roots of this melancholy plant
that grew and threatened to overrun a beautiful soul.
Miss Worth hurried across the room and spoke her name. With distress
undisguised, Belle-Ann lifted her tear-wet face.
"Oh!--I can't--I cannot endure it longer," she declared between the
tremulous sobs that convulsed her.
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