The Red Debt: Echoes from KentuckyMacDonald, Everett
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The Red Debt: Echoes from Kentucky
MacDonald, Everett
Kentucky -- Fiction
"I am not afraid of your deceiving me, Lem--you have never lied to me in
the past, and I'll trust you-all in the future. I mean to lift you up,"
she went on earnestly,--"to show you a worthy goal that I know is thah
awaiting your acknowledgment. As I have said over and over, Lem, I do
not expect you to understand it all now, but I hoped that you would
believe me, who have gone through it all with its blighting misery. Your
whole life is now and always will be made furtive and fear-ridden, while
you cling to this blood-dogma of revenge--always looking for the blood
of your enemies, and when at last you get that blood and delude yourself
into the thought that you are satisfied, you find springing out of that
very act other enemies waiting in your path. It is an endless chain of
fight and flight and blood that is harrowing. I saw an example of it
yesterday before my very eyes, because I know you would have killed Sap
McGill had I not been thah. It is all fundamentally wicked. Oh, Lem! It
is all hideously wrong. Now that I am rid of that awful sting, I cannot
and will not link my life to one who harbors these awful things to drag
us both down.
"Won't you put this life behind you, Lem, and come down where God has
granted a paradise--a paradise of peace? Down where nature has unfurled
a grassy, level land and men walk in the open and can see each other's
faces? Down thah, Lem, where hearts beat uncontaminated beyond the
maelstrom of feudal hate, and where all men are brothers--down in the
land of hope--hope that makes a song of life--in the land of hope,
Lem,--a cloudless, sunshiny fairy world--where dreams come true?
"You said you would love to go to Lexington to my grandfather, but you
won't leave the mountains until you have killed the revenuer and Sap
McGill. Is that evidence that you love me, Lem? To-morrow morning I'll
ride Rajah back alone. I don't believe that you love me, Lem--I can't
believe it----"
Lem got to his feet. He was very white in the moonlight now. He picked
up a stick off the ground. He rested the butt of his rifle against the
block and, placing the muzzle of the gun against his breast, he reached
down and touched the trigger with the end of the stick before Belle-Ann
realized what he was up to.
"Belle-Ann, say that I don't love yo' agin an' I'll blow my heart out."
Gently and quickly she took the stick out of his hand in alarm.
"Lem, there is a way out for you--there is a sustaining power that will
help you, if you will only have faith," she pleaded. "'Know ye the truth
and the truth shall make ye free.'"
"But he kilt my old pap,--an' my good old maw, Belle-Ann. I'd alers heer
their spirits a cryin' ef I went away an' didn't git th' revenuer's
blood," he protested for the twentieth time. "An' didn't McGill try t'
kill me jest yisterday?"
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