The Red Debt: Echoes from KentuckyMacDonald, Everett
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The Red Debt: Echoes from Kentucky
MacDonald, Everett
Kentucky -- Fiction
The boy's thoughts rushed back upon him with a picture that forbade
contemplation--a barren, dismal prospect--a measure of life that did not
embrace Belle-Ann. He would choose death, he told himself, rather than
gain and mislead her. Even had he sought to, he knew he could not
withstand his own lie to her. She whose limpid, steadfast, child-eyes
could read every line that crossed his soul--every thought that passed
his eyes. He knew a lie would sheathe itself in its own being.
In his extremity, he stalked madly about the confines of this
moon-touched mount. His perturbation waxed to a volcanic upheaval that
now inflicted a physical pain. To him it was as if these two conflicting
forces had confiscated his corporal structure for a ravaging melee,
augmented by two combative rivals struggling in his own heart. His mad
love for Belle-Ann--his blind adherence and faith in the code-honor of
his hillman lineage. That there was something amiss in this faith his
mind could not deny but, oddly enough, his heart hotly rejected it all,
stirring him to mad, reckless action. Belle-Ann filled up the whole of
Lem's wild, humble life. Without her the future held no hope. Without
hope he wanted to die. His vain effort to dislodge the scourge within
his soul, goaded him to maniacal thoughts.
Then, in an unlooked-for instant, an awful wrong shaped itself to a
determination. He would hurl his tortured self over the cliff. He told
himself that he was not fearful of the fall. In proof thereof, he rushed
to the jagged brink of the ledge and looked down into hazy moonlit space
and was unafraid.
With a desperate movement he snatched his hat off and cast it down at
his feet. His toes inched over the abyss in his aberration. He gathered
a long breath. His knees bent to the leap. His heels raised slowly under
him; when in this instant a memory dashed upon him, and he straightened
and stiffened, electrified.
The thought of Caleb Peevy rived into his muddled, benumbed mind. Caleb
Peevy, who had jumped wilfully off Henhawk's Knob into Hellsfork three
years since, and had gone to hell, so they said. A check of repugnance
swept him as he recalled the lasting scorn and contempt of the mountain
folk, and the epithet of coward--coward that followed Peevy past the
grave with its two-edged stigma that linked, inseparably, to his memory
to-night.
Lem drew back, stung with self-shame. A hope drifted back into his
distraught breast. He looked upward into the astral sky for God's
guiding star that Maw Lutts had shown to him. All a-quiver, he watched
for the flambeau of Belle-Ann's pious prophecy: "Know ye the truth and
the truth shall make ye free!" A divine revelation ebbed across his
chaotic senses.
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