Saint Petersburg (Russia) -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921; Soviet Union -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921
“Never let us alone,” she answered. “We need you. All that you do
now, do more. We need you much. Our dangers are from ourselves only.
Our interior construction is very difficult. When the war is over,
our hands will be quite free. But that is difficult too, for our
soldiers are tired, and very, very dark. They do not understand the
danger to Russia. The country is large, rich--very rich, but not enough
civilize-ed,” she said. “We need aid--we need teachers. How to do
it--that is the question.”
We talked of Russian women.
“They are very good, our women. But they are not active enough; they
are not energetic,” she said. “Before it was always waiting--what will
be permitted. We had no liberty to act by ourselves. Now, when we have
liberty, we have not the experience. I can work because I fear nothing.
I fear-ed nothing all my life. I have always worked. The initiative is
a great thing. You have much of it, but the Russian women--the instinct
and the moral forces are all right, but there is not the will to do.”
Every big and little problem of Russia lay heavily on the grandmother’s
heart; but she refused to permit her vision of the future to be blurred
by the tragedies of the present. From the days of her childhood as the
daughter of a wealthy land-owner, through solitary confinement in the
dungeon of the Fortress of Peter and Paul, and dreary years of hard
labor on the Siberian steppes, her life has always been touched with
consciousness of the sorrow of others.
“When I look back upon my past life, I can not remember a time when
my child soul did not suffer at the contradiction between reality and
the teachings of Christ,” she said. “As a tiny girl of five, my heart
was always breaking for some one else. Now it was for the driver, now
for the chamber-maid, now for the laborer. Sometimes it was those poor
oppressed serfs. Always I have known that I would go safely through
everything and see the bright days of freedom. Always I was listening
for the ringing of the bells, and wondering that they kept me waiting.”
At the opening meeting of the Council of the Republic, I saw Kerensky
place the gavel in her hands and ask her to be the first presiding
officer. It was as gracious and beautiful a tribute as has ever been
paid to woman anywhere; and the old grandmother, a white kerchief over
her snowy curls and another around her neck, graced her position.
I saw Babushka for the last time just before the fall of the Kerensky
government. Immediately afterward she went into retirement. Stories
of her arrest were spread broadcast over the world, but they were
not true. The young revolutionists, though they differed from her
politically, had far too profound a feeling of respect for her down in
their hearts to harm her. She lived quietly in Petrograd for a time, on
the fifth floor of an apartment-house. Later she went to Moscow.
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