Saint Petersburg (Russia) -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921; Soviet Union -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921
“We told our parents about it, but somehow they did not seem to realize
its importance. There was a famine in the village that year, and they
were busy trying to get food to the people. They had no time for us and
our great scheme.
“But this did not discourage us. We went on just the same. We cut
down logs in the forest, and built a monster ‘A,’ bigger even than
our dreams of it. The great night came. We set it on fire, and then,
standing in breathless silence, eyes fastened on the velvet blackness,
we waited. We waited and we waited. Nothing happened. Mars did not
answer.”
Zamiatin lifted his finger from the crimson spot upon the Bokhara
cover, and settled back in his chair. For a moment we sat there, tense
and quiet as that group of small boys on the edge of the forest a score
of years ago.
They built a letter “A” there in the City of Peter in the fall of 1917.
They set it afire. Then--simple, trusting, hoping children that they
are--they waited--and waited. There was nothing wrong with the letter
“A,” but Mars did not answer.
Blinded by schemes of conquest and dreams of Empire, Mars could not see.
“Universal peace; brotherhood; no annexations or contributions; and
self-definition of nations--”
It was an alphabet Mars could not comprehend, born of a blind faith the
glory and beauty of which Mars can not know, and the rest of us only
half suspect.
Zamiatin was not a Bolshevik. He belongs to the Russian
_intelligentzia_. Like the others, he had preached theoretical
revolution, but his spirit shrank from the hard, accomplished fact.
But Zamiatin, with his boy’s experience and his artist’s visioning, had
seen the letter ‘A,’ and felt the wonder and the tragedy of the dream
of those men drawn back from exile to flash flaming signals at the
universe.
* * * * *
The train that carried me away from Petrograd was almost the last to
pass in safety through war-torn Finland. Troubled days were full upon
her, but the frozen face of her was as calm and peaceful as a sleeping
child.
The City of Peter lay behind me, wrapped in the gray morning mist.
Tragedy was in the air. That vague, frightful thing--the Terror--was
on every man’s tongue. Apprehension was in every man’s eye. Lurking
there in the black shadows of every human brain were the words: “The
Germans!” To a few they were a secret hope--restored titles, estates
returned. To the mass--death and destruction and shattered dreams.
I looked through the mist down a long vista of coming years, and asked
of the mysterious, inscrutable city what would be left of the hour and
the place for another age.
Time seems to have his own peculiar sense of values. He sifts out most
of the things we would save. For every time the world of to-day thinks
of the Franco-Prussian War it speaks a hundred times of the French
Revolution. Out of the defeat of France there came that great historic
milestone marking the struggle of the mass to climb from under.
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