Adventure stories, American; Fiction; Short stories
“Gold is where you find it, son, as I should know who was mining before
you was born, ’way back in Forty-Nine,” was his reply. “What was Bonanza
Creek but a moose-pasture? No miner’d look at it; yet they washed
five-hundred-dollar pans and took out fifty million dollars. Eldorado
was just as bad. For all you know, right under this here cabin, or right
over the next hill, is millions just waiting for a lucky one like me to
come and shake it out.”
At the end of January came his disaster. Some powerful animal that he
decided was a bob-cat, managing to get caught in one of his smaller
traps, dragged it away. A heavy snow-fall put a stop midway to his
pursuit, losing the trail for him and losing himself. There were but
several hours of daylight each day between the twenty hours of
intervening darkness, and his efforts in the grey light and continually
falling snow succeeded only in losing him more thoroughly. Fortunately,
when winter snow falls in the Northland the thermometer invariably rises;
so, instead of the customary forty and fifty and even sixty degrees below
zero, the temperature remained fifteen below. Also, he was warmly clad
and had a full matchbox. Further to mitigate his predicament, on the
fifth day he killed a wounded moose that weighed over half a ton. Making
his camp beside it on a spruce-bottom, he was prepared to last out the
winter, unless a searching party found him or his scurvy grew worse.
But at the end of two weeks there had been no sign of search, while his
scurvy had undeniably grown worse. Against his fire, banked from outer
cold by a shelter-wall of spruce-boughs, he crouched long hours in sleep
and long hours in waking. But the waking hours grew less, becoming
semi-waking or half-dreaming hours as the process of hibernation worked
their way with him. Slowly the sparkle point of consciousness and
identity that was John Tarwater sank, deeper and deeper, into the
profounds of his being that had been compounded ere man was man, and
while he was becoming man, when he, first of all animals, regarded
himself with an introspective eye and laid the beginnings of morality in
foundations of nightmare peopled by the monsters of his own
ethic-thwarted desires.
Like a man in fever, waking to intervals of consciousness, so Old
Tarwater awoke, cooked his moose-meat, and fed the fire; but more and
more time he spent in his torpor, unaware of what was day-dream and what
was sleep-dream in the content of his unconsciousness. And here, in the
unforgetable crypts of man’s unwritten history, unthinkable and
unrealizable, like passages of nightmare or impossible adventures of
lunacy, he encountered the monsters created of man’s first morality that
ever since have vexed him into the spinning of fantasies to elude them or
do battle with them.
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