Disabled veterans -- England -- Fiction; People with disabilities -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
He strode to the window which looks out on to the garden, his back
turned on me. And there he stood silent for a considerable time. I
helped myself to marmalade and poured out a second cup of tea. There
was no call for me to speak. I had long realized that, whatever may
have been the man's sins and weaknesses, he had a very deep and tender
love for the Dresden china old lady that was his mother. There was
London of the clubs and the theatres and the restaurants and the
night-clubs, a war London full and alive, not dead as in Augusts of
far-off tradition, all ready to give him talk and gaiety and the things
that matter to the man who escapes for a brief season from the
never-ending hell of the battlefield; ready, too, to pour flattery into
his ear, to touch his scars with the softest of its fingers. Yet he
chose to stay, a recluse, in our dull little town, avoiding even the
kindly folk round about, in order to devote himself to one dear but
entirely uninteresting old woman. It is not that he despised London,
preferring the life of the country gentleman. On the contrary, before
the war Leonard Boyce was very much the man about town. He loved the
glitter and the chatter of it. From chance words during this spell of
leave, I had divined hankering after its various fleshpots. For the
sake of one old woman he made reckless and gallant sacrifice. When he
was bored to misery he came round to me. I learned later that in
visiting Wellingsford he faced more than boredom. All of this you must
put to the credit side of his ledger.
There he stood, his great broad shoulders and bull-neck silhouetted
against the window. That broad expanse, a bit fleshy, below the base of
the skull indicates brutality. Never before, to my eyes, had the sign
asserted itself with so much aggression. I had often wondered why,
apart from the Vilboek Farm legend, I had always disliked and
distrusted him. Now I seemed to know. It was the neck not of a man, but
of a brute. The curious repulsion of the previous evening, when he had
carried me into the house, came over me again. From junction of arm and
body protruded six inches of the steel-covered life-preserver, the
washleather that hid its ghastly knob staring at me blankly. I hated
the thing. The gallant English officer--and in my time I have known and
loved a many of the most gallant--does not go about in private life
fondling a trophy reeking with the blood of his enemies. It is the
trait of a savage. That truculent knob and that truculent bull-neck
correlated themselves most horribly in my mind. And again, with a
shiver, I had the haunting flash of a vision of him, out of the tail of
my eye, standing rigid and gaping between the two cars, while my rugged
old Marigold, in a businesslike, old-soldier sort of way, without
thought of danger or death, was swaying at the head of the runaway
horse.
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