Disabled veterans -- England -- Fiction; People with disabilities -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
In November Colonel Dacre was brought home gravely wounded, to a
hospital for officers in London. A nurse gave me the news in a letter
in which she said that he had asked to see me before an impending
hazardous operation. I went up to town and found him wrecked almost
beyond recognition. As we were the merest of acquaintances with nothing
between us save our common link with Boyce, I feared lest he should
desire to tell me of some shameful discovery. But his gay greeting and
the brave smile, pathetically grotesque through the bandages in which
his head was wrapped, reassured me. Only his eyes and mouth were
visible.
"It's worth while being done in," said he. "It makes one feel like a
Sultan. You have just to clap your hands and say 'I want this,' and
you've got it. I've a good mind to say to this dear lady, 'Fetch their
gracious Majesties from Buckingham Palace,' and I'm sure they'd be here
in a tick. It's awfully good of you to come, Meredyth."
I signed to Marigold, who had carried me into the ward and set me down
on a chair, and to the Sister, the "dear lady" of Dacre's reference, to
withdraw, and after a few sympathetic words I asked him why he had sent
for me.
"I'm broken to bits all over," he replied. "The doctors here say they
never saw such a blooming mess-up of flesh pretending to be alive. And
as for talking, they'd just as soon expect speech from a jellyfish
squashed by a steam-roller. If I do get through, I'll be a helpless
crock all my days. I funked it till I thought of you. I thought the
sight of another fellow who has gone through it and stuck it out might
give me courage. I've had my wife here. We're rather fond of one
another, you know ... My God! what brave things women are! If she had
broken down all over me I could have risen to the occasion. But she
didn't, and I felt a cowardly worm."
"I had a brave wife, too," said I, and for a few moments we talked
shyly about the women who had played sacred parts in our lives. Whether
he was comforted by what I said I don't know. Probably he only listened
politely. But I think he found comfort in a sympathetic ear.
Presently he turned on to Boyce, the real motive of his summons. He
repented much that he had told and written to me. His long defamation
of the character of a brother-officer had lain on his conscience. And
lately he had, at last, met Boyce personally, and his generous heart
had gone out to the man's soldierly charm.
"I never felt such a slanderous brute in my life as when I shook him by
the hand. You know the feeling--how one wants to get behind a hedge and
kick oneself. Kick oneself," he repeated faintly. Then he closed his
eyes and his lips contracted in pain.
The Sister, who had been watching him from a distance, came up. He had
talked enough. It was time to go. But at the announcement he opened his
eyes again and with an effort recovered his gaiety.
"The whole gist of the matter lies in the postscript. Like a woman's
letter. I must have my postscript."
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