During all this time no question was asked which in the smallest manner
betrayed to the Rover the consciousness of his guests that he was not
conducting them towards the promised port of the Continent. Gertrude
wept over the sorrow her father would feel, when he should believe her
fate involved in that of the unfortunate Bristol trader; but her tears
flowed in private, or were freely poured upon the sympathizing bosom of
her governess. Wilder she avoided, with an intuitive consciousness that
he was no longer the character she had wished to believe, but to all in
the ship she struggled to maintain an equal air and a serene eye. In
this deportment, far safer than any impotent entreaties might have
proved, she was strongly supported by her governess, whose knowledge of
mankind had early taught her that virtue was never so imposing, in the
moments of trial, as when it knew best how to maintain its equanimity.
On the other hand, both the Commander of the ship and his lieutenant
sought no other communication with the inmates of the cabin, than
courtesy appeared absolutely to require.
The former, as though repenting already of having laid so bare the
capricious humours of his mind, drew gradually into himself, neither
seeking nor permitting familiarity with any; while the latter appeared
perfectly conscious of the constrained mien of the governess, and of
the altered though still pitying eye of her pupil. Little explanation
was necessary to acquaint Wilder with the reasons of this change.
Instead of seeking the means to vindicate his character, however, he
rather imitated their reserve. Little else was wanting to assure his
former friends of the nature of his pursuits; for even Mrs Wyllys
admitted to her charge, that he acted like one in whom depravity had
not yet made such progress as to have destroyed that consciousness
which is ever the surest test of innocence.
We shall not detain the narrative, to dwell upon the natural regrets in
which Gertrude indulged, as this sad conviction forced itself upon her
understanding, nor to relate the gentle wishes in which she did not
think it wrong to indulge, that one, who certainly was master of so
many manly and generous qualities, might soon be made to see the error
of his life, and to return to a course for which even her cold and
nicely judging governess allowed nature had so eminently endowed him.
Perhaps the kind emotions that had been awakened in her bosom, by the
events of the last fortnight, were not content to exhibit themselves in
wishes alone, and that petitions more personal, and even more fervent
than common, mingled in her prayers; but this is a veil which it is not
our province to raise, the heart of one so pure and so ingenuous being
the best repository for its own gentle feelings.
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