Great Britain -- History -- Barons' War, 1263-1267 -- Fiction
What had the “afterwards” been? What had happened after she had lost
consciousness, and what had become of Aymery and Marpasse. She longed to
ask the nuns these things, and yet a sensitive pride tied her tongue.
The women were kind to her, and yet, as Denise’s consciousness became
more clear, she could not but feel that the eyes that looked at her were
inquisitive and watchful. Now and again came a note of pitying tolerance
that jarred the rhythm of her more sacred thoughts; and as the woman in
her grew more wakeful she became aware of the shadows that stole across
her mind.
On the third day the nuns unswathed her body, soaked the clotted pad
away, and looked at the wound. It was healing miraculously with nothing
but a blush of redness about its lips. There had been no fever, no
inward bleeding. Denise could sit up while they reswathed her in clean
linen.
“There is cause for thankfulness here,” said the elder of the two nuns
who had the nursing of her; “you will have many prayers to say, and many
candles to burn to Our Lady and the Queen Helena, our Saint.”
She spoke with brisk patronage, but Denise took it for the spirit of
motherliness in the woman.
“I owe you also a debt,” she said, looking up into the nun’s face.
The sister licked her lips as she smoothed the linen about Denise’s
breast.
“The man and the horse are also to be remembered,” she said, a little
tartly, “you have much to be thankful for; even I can tell you that.”
There was a sharpness in her voice, and a certain insinuating and
inquisitive look on her face that made Denise colour. The woman was
watching her out of the corners of her eyes, as though she were quite
ready to listen if she could persuade Denise to talk. Minds that are
cooped up in sexless isolation are often afflicted with morbid
imaginings, and an unhealthy curiosity with regard to the more human
world. The monastic folk were prone to a disease that they called
“accidia.” The life was very dull, very narrow, and led to
introspection. What wonder that a woman should sometimes hanker to dip
her spoon into the world’s pot, and smell the stew, though she was not
suffered to taste it.
Denise was thankful, and at peace, but she had no desire to open her
heart like a French tale for these women to pore over. The nun won no
confession from her, and therefore thought the worse of Denise’s soul.
People who were silent had much to conceal, and the religious sometimes
prefer a vivid and garrulous sinner to one who cherishes a reserve of
pride.
The two nuns were but mead and water when compared with their Prioress,
who was sharp and biting wine. The miraculous swiftness with which
Denise had been healed flattered St. Helena, and the piety of her
convent. Ursula the Prioress was an earnest woman, cold, bigoted, well
satisfied with her own spirit of inspiration. She began to see in Denise
a brand to be snatched from the eternal fire, a soul to be humbled and
chastened, and purified of its sin.
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