Great Britain -- History -- Barons' War, 1263-1267 -- Fiction
Denise had passed the whole night in the long grass under the rose tree,
looking at the stars and the vague, black shapes of the great beeches.
The cell had a horror for her, and she would not enter it, as though her
other self lay dead within. That other memory was more vivid than the
memories of those nights when Aymery had lain there wounded little more
than a year ago.
Give herself to the man she felt she could not, for she was too
sensitive, too much a sad soul in a beautiful body not to feel the veil
of aloofness that covered her face, that veil that was invisible and
impalpable to Marpasse. Her own innocence made her more conscious of
that other life—that other innocent soul that had been born in her, and
which had taken from the mother that which she would have given to
Aymery whom she loved. Only a pure woman could feel what Denise felt in
her heart of hearts. The divine girdle had been torn from her. Love
might be blind to it, but Denise’s soul could not be blind.
And yet a sense of great loneliness rushed upon her that night, weighing
her down into the long grass, and making her heart heavy. The petals of
the rose fell dew drenched into her lap. The night was still and
fragrant, and no wind made the trees mutter like the hoarse whisperings
of an oracle in some ancient forest. The heart of Denise was heavy
within her. The sad deeps of life seemed between her and the world, a
dark voiceless gulf that no living soul could cross.
So the day came, and with it Marpasse, holly staff in hand, alert, and
on her guard. But she was disarmed that morning by Denise herself. The
first glimpse of that tragic and troubled face drove the rougher words
out of Marpasse’s mouth. She took Denise in her arms, and kissed her,
seeing in those brown eyes such deeps of sincerity and sadness, that
Marpasse humbled herself, feeling herself near to something greater than
a woman’s whim.
Marpasse guessed what Denise had to say. The renunciation lay in the
brown eyes like a dim mist of tears.
“I am going away, Marpasse,” she said. “I have thought of it all the
night.”
Marpasse hid her impulses, and was patient and very gentle.
“Heart of mine, where will you go?”
“To Earl Simon.”
Marpasse opened her eyes.
“I shall go to him, and put everything before him. He has a great heart,
Marpasse, and his lady has the soul of Mary—Our Mother. Nor shall I go
in vain.”
She spoke very simply, like one resigned, but Marpasse felt the wild
heart of a woman who loved palpitating beneath her courage. It was the
purpose of one whose knees shook under her, and who strove to keep
herself from looking back. A touch, and love would break out, with a
great passionate cry. Marpasse saw it all, and took her inspiration.
“So be it, heart of mine,” she said, looking sad enough; “and
yet—before you go—there is Father Grimbald yonder. The good man
strained a sinew last night, or he would have been here with me this
morning. He would not forgive your going without seeing him.”
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