The Redemption of David CorsonGoss, Charles Frederic
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The Redemption of David Corson
Goss, Charles Frederic
Society of Friends -- Fiction
So quiet had been his movements that he stood at Pepeeta's door before
she knew that he had entered the house, and when he saw her kneeling by
her bedside he stamped his foot in rage. The worshiper, startled by the
interruption, although she was momentarily expecting it, hastily arose.
As she turned toward him, he saw that there was a light on her pale
countenance which reflected the peace of God to whom she had been
praying, as worshipers always and inevitably reflect, however feebly,
the character of what they worship. Her beauty, her humility, her
holiness goaded him to madness. He hated her, and yet he loved her. He
could either have killed her or died for her.
She smiled him a welcome which revealed her love, but did not conceal
her sadness nor her suffering, and, approaching him, extended her hands
for an embrace. He pushed her aside and flung himself heavily into a
chair.
"You are tired," she said soothingly, and stroked his hair.
He did not answer, and her caress both tranquilized and frenzied him.
She placed before him the little lunch which she always prepared with
her own hands and kept in readiness for his return.
"Take it away," he said.
She obeyed, and returning seated herself upon an ottoman at his feet.
The silence was one which it seemed impossible to break, but which at
last became unendurable.
"How often have I told you never to let me find you on your knees when I
come home?" he at last asked, brutally.
"Oh! my beloved," she exclaimed, "you will at least permit me to kneel
to you! See! I am here in an attitude of supplication! Listen to me!
Answer me! What is the matter? Do you not love me any more? Tell me!"
He drew away his hands which she had clasped, and folded them across his
breast.
"What has come between us?" she continued. "Tell me why it is that
instead of growing together, we are continually drawing apart? Sometimes
I feel that we are drifting eternally away from each other. I can no
longer get near to you. An ocean seems to roll between us! What does it
mean? Is this the nature of love? Does it only last for a little time?
Do you not love me any more? Will you never love me again?"
He still gazed sullenly at the floor.
"Will you not answer me?" she begged imploringly. "I cannot endure it
any longer. My heart will break. I am a woman, you must remember that! I
need love and sympathy so much. It is my daily bread. What is the
matter? I beseech you to tell me! Is it your business? Do you feel, as I
do, that it is wrong? I have sometimes thought so, and that you were
worried by it and would be glad to give it up but for the fear that it
might deprive me of some of these luxuries. Is it that? Oh! you do not
know me. You do not know how happy I should be to leave these things
forever, and to go out into the street this very night a pauper. It is
wrong, David. I see it now. I feel it in the depths of my heart."
"Wrong, is it," he cried savagely, "and whose fault is it that I am in
this wrong business?"
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