“I see; perhaps you'd like pictures of children better,” Galt said,
and he took up one of the water-color sketches he had shown to Dearing.
“Here, look at this little boy.”
“Oh yes, that's me! Mamma says it is hard to keep them from all looking
alike. Sometimes I'm a boy--then I'm a girl, and even a baby--but they
are all me. Mamma says I'm her bread and butter. But I don't like to sit
for them; it is too tiresome to stay still so long. Sometimes she lets
me play in the yard, and watches me through the window; then I don't
mind it.”
“Do you mean to say”--Galt was grave, and his hands trembled as he
picked up another picture, this time the sketch of a boy riding on a
spring-board supported in the middle by a saw-horse, and fastened at the
end to a crude rail-fence--“do you mean that your mother really painted
this?” And as he spoke Galt recalled Dearing's evident recognition of
the work, and his prompt reservation in regard to it.
“Yes, and stacks and stacks of others,” the child said, abstractedly,
his little fingers toying with the handle of the sword again. “Is it
sharp enough to cut a man's head off?”
“Yes, yes.” Galt sat down in a chair, his mind now full of startled
memories--Dora's wonderful artistic taste, her early love of music,
books on art, and the drawings which she had spoken of timidly, but
never shown him. And this was her work--the pictures he had seen groups
of people admiring, as they hung in the shop-window in Atlanta--and
which he knew was the work of actual creative genius. And it had
come from the spirit he had crushed, exiled from humanity, and left
destitute! His ambition had won its sordid goal through the darkness of
damnation, while hers--unconscious of its own deity--was growing toward
the outer light, like a flower in a dungeon. And this was his child and
hers! Compounded in the winsome personality of the boy was all that
was good and noble of her, all that was bad and despicable of him, and
Dearing would say that it was not going to end with the temporary breath
which had been blown into the little form. The child was to live on and
perpetuate the qualities he had inherited. He was like a little God now,
in the likeness of the child-mother who had borne him, but 'the time
might come when he would take on to himself the cringing, soul-lashed
features of his father--be guilty of the same crimes against virtue
and eternal justice, and fight the same cruel battle between spirit and
flesh, between the forces of light and darkness. God forbid! “God!”--had
he actually used the word? Was there such a Being? He had sneered at the
thought all his life, but now the bare possibility cowed him.
Lionel, astride the sheathed sword, now half boy, half prancing steed,
came to him. “Whoa! Can't you stand still, sir? Watch him kick up! Look
out!” as he pirouetted about, “he'll get you with his hind heels! He
wants to run; something has scared him! Look how he's trembling!”
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