“You speak of God,” she suddenly retorted, standing farther from him and
drawing herself erect. “The word was a joke with you once,” she added,
with a bitter sneer. “And I believed your puny theories, and blindly
followed out the deductions you made with your nose in the earth during
our vain dream of intellectual supremacy. But a change was wrought in
me. Into my wretched darkness Lionel came, and I saw and was convinced.
He was my living, pulsating, immortal link to the Infinite. But he is
not for the earth. He is above it. God allowed Christ to suffer the
pangs of a material existence for the salvation of the world, but He
is too merciful to let my sensitive darling face what he would have to
face. Lionel was sent to lift me, with his tiny hands, from the slough
into which I had fallen, but his mission is over--oh, God, it is
over! How can I bear it--how can I live without him? He is my life,
my _soul!_” She covered her tortured face with her bloodless hands
and remained still, save for the emotion which quivered through her
hysterical frame.
Galt stood gazing at her for a moment, an almost uncontrollable yearning
on him to clasp her in his arms and beg her forgiveness. He might have
done so but for the fear of offending her. He glanced up the stairs. How
still it was above! How like death! In his alarmed fancy he saw the two
doctors standing aghast over the still, senseless form of his child.
They had miscalculated! The physical examination had misled them; ether
should have been the drug employed rather than chloroform!
Uncovering her face, Dora read his thoughts. She uttered a low,
despairing wail, and they stood looking into each other's eyes. There
was a sound of sudden movement on the floor above. Some one was raising
a window-sash at the top of the stairs.
“I am sweating like an ox!” they heard Dearing say; and--could they
believe their ears?--he was actually laughing, and calling out to
Lionel: “I told you you'd not know when it was done. Now, lie down and
go to sleep. You are as sound as a silver dollar. It may sting just a
little tiny bit when you swallow, but that will be gone by to-morrow. Go
to sleep, and when you wake I'll have that tricycle ready.”
“Thank God--thank God,” Dora exclaimed, “he is saved!”
She started up the stairs, and in desperation Galt caught her arm. “Wait
one moment, Dora,” he implored, “I have something to say. You must hear
me. I am--”
“Don't stop me!” She shook his hand loose from her sleeve, and the
haughty look of contempt he had noticed before rose into her fathomless
eyes as she glanced back at him. “I am going up to him. I won't waken
him. I'll be very quiet, but I must be near him.”
Standing at the foot of the stairs, he saw her ascend and disappear
above. How beautiful she was! How rare and exquisite--how infinitely
removed from her kind. And that was Dora--the Dora of all that was good
and pure of his past, the guileless victim of all that was low, sordid,
and unworthy within him!
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