“True as gospel, Mr. Walton. I heard a lot about it on all sides, but I
saw enough with my own eyes to convince me that there was no mistake. I
went out to where the Whipples live one dark, cloudy night, and walked
clean round the house. I could see into the sitting-room, for it was
lighted up bright. Whipple was there, and a gray-haired, kind-looking
old lady that was his wife, I reckon, and Fred. They were all sitting
round a green lamp on a table. From where I stood, of course, I couldn't
hear a word that was said, but it seemed like Fred was telling some
funny yarn or other, like he used to do here at home, you know, and
both the old folks were laughing. I don't know when anything ever has
affected me as much as that sight did. I reckon I was homesick myself,
away out there playing the sneak, like I was, and it made me awful blue.
You know, sir, I always _did_ like Fred, and I don't believe many folks
ever knew how much he missed his mother. And somehow, when I saw him in
an entirely new home like that, away off from old ties, why--well--it
sort o' got the best of me. Maybe, as I say, it was because I was
homesick, but I never wanted to speak to anybody in all my life as much
as I did to him at that minute.”
The head of the banker went down, his chin rested on his breast, and
he was silent for a few minutes. Then he looked up, threw a cautious,
half-fearful glance back into the house, and rose to his feet.
“Let's walk down to the gate,” he said, in a low, unsteady voice. “I
want to talk, Toby, and yet I don't hardly know what a body could say.
I have faced lots of criticism and slurs in my day and time, and never
cared much what was said; but, between me and you, this thing strikes
me down deep. You see, it is pretty tough the way it turned out--this
having other folks give a body's son a home, and all that, and I hate
to think that folks here in Stafford will get onto it and chatter. I
understand 'em well enough to know, in advance, what they will say.
I don't care what they think about me losing money, and the like, for
that's just business. But the other thing cuts--it cuts deep. I reckon
the boy didn't get any too much attention at home after I married
the last time, and I reckon, if the truth was known, I was influenced
against him some by his stepmother's constant nagging about his ways. I
say I _reckon_ I was influenced, for I hardly think I'd have been quite
as tight on the boy if there had been just me and him left at home after
his mother died. My first wife was a good woman, Toby. I never knew how
good and loving she was till she was put away forever. But the town will
talk now good fashion. They will say Fred served me' right to go off and
get appreciated and loved by folks that was no blood kin, but who simply
took him on merits I was too mean to see. They will have the laugh on
me. They will call me an old hog, and I reckon I deserve it. You know,
yourself, that I come within an inch of clapping handcuffs on him. I'd
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