“Toby Lassiter, talk about your--your hells on earth; talk about your
flames of despair, the worm that dieth not, and the like. I had 'em all.
I couldn't speak. I didn't even have the sense or power to shake hands,
and the poor boy misunderstood even that. He pulled up a chair, shaking
like a leaf. Nobody was in the room but us two. Then somehow I managed
to say that he was mistaken, and that I hadn't come there for _that_
reason. I wanted to talk to the point and justify myself, but I was
worse than a stuttering idiot at a spelling-bee. Like a fool, I started
in to say that I had heard a lot about the progress of the town, and he
thought I had some speculation on foot and had run on him by accident.
I no sooner saw that he thought that than I got tangled up worse
than ever. Nothing short of begging his forgiveness would set things
straight, and I couldn't have got that out to have saved my soul from
perdition.”
“That certainly _was_ awkward,” Toby burst out, like an enthusiast at a
play. “It was bad.”
“I reckon we never would have understood each other, Toby, but we
started to walk out together, and went along to a side street that run
into a park where it wasn't so light. Somehow we went inside, and before
I knew it I had laid my hand on his arm. I never had done a thing like
that in all my life, and all of a sudden we stopped and he looked right
in my face. It was too much for me, Toby. I couldn't hold in any longer.
But it didn't do any harm, for I saw he understood me, and that was
enough. He was the happiest creature I ever laid eyes on; he laughed and
cried and petted me, and said that he loved me a hundred times more than
he did old Whipple and his wife. Then we sat down on a bench under the
trees and talked it all over. He talked to me more openly than he ever
did before. He wanted to come home above all things, but he wanted to
put it off awhile. He told me about him and Margaret Dearing. She was
the only real sweetheart he'd ever had, he said, and he could never care
for anybody else. It seems that they met by accident awhile back in New
York, and she gave him to understand that she didn't care any more for
him. He said it was because she knew of his shortage at the bank. But I
told him how you and me had kept that quiet, and not to let that bother
him. But he told me something that we didn't know: he said he had
confessed it to her brother the night he left. He said a woman as
high and proud as she was never could overlook anything bordering on
dishonesty, no matter how much it was atoned for.”
“She wouldn't be so hard on him if _that_ was all, Mr. Walton,” Toby
said. “But, of course, she heard about the other thing; in fact, the
girl and the child are right there under her eyes.”
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