“Yes, I had to do it,” the young artist interrupted, her glance averted.
“I could not bear to have you think Fred was anything but noble and true
and good. Margaret, I cried for joy over the fine news in his letter. I
couldn't believe you had snubbed the poor boy in New York for nothing.
I was puzzled for a while, and then the horrible truth dawned on me.
I hope he will never learn that he was so terribly misjudged. It would
hurt him more than all else that has happened to him. They said he was
bad, Margaret--wild, and a gambler, and all that; but to me he was like
a sweet, thoughtful brother. If I'd only listened to his advice, I'd
never have been situated like this; but I didn't. I thought I was very
wise then. I have Lionel now, of course. He seemed to come to me like an
angel of light out of a black sky of infinite pain. But if God will only
show me a way to save him from future trouble, I--I--”
“There, I have made you cry!” Margaret exclaimed, regretfully. “I am so
sorry!”
“I don't give way often.” Dora brushed the tears from her eyes. “It
is only when I think of what may come to my little darling. Perhaps we
shall get to Paris before he is old enough to understand, and then all
this will fade from his childish memory.”
“Yes, yes, you must go to Paris,” Margaret said. “I have more money than
I need. Dora, surely you would not refuse to let me--”
“Oh, no, no, no!” Dora cried out. “I couldn't think of it. What is done
must be done by _me_, by _my_ brain, and by _my_ hands. God will surely
let me atone in that way for my mistake. It is what I have prayed for
night and day all these years, and the reward surely can't be far off.”
She forced a wan smile to her rigid face, and added: “Then, like the
Arabs, some night we'll fold our tents and silently steal away from old
Stafford. Only the grocer-boy and the postman will know, at first, and
then the last chapter of our life here will be written. It seems sad,
doesn't it?--but it is sweet, so very, very sweet and soothing.”
Margaret was crying. Without a word, she kissed Dora and went out. But
she did not return home at once. She kept on down the little street
on which the cottage stood till she came to another which led to the
square.
She passed the stores, bowing to an acquaintance in a doorway or in a
passing carriage, and went on to Walton's bank.
“Is Mr. Walton in?” she asked Toby Lassiter, at the cashier's window in
the green wire grating.
“He has just this minute stepped out,” Toby answered. “He will be right
in. Won't you go to his office and wait?”
“Thank you, yes,” she answered, and went back to the musty little room,
taking a chair near the old man's desk.
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