“I am glad of this opportunity to see you first,” Galt said, humbly.
“Mrs. Barry, I've come to beg her, on my knees if need be, to be my
wife. Perhaps you may understand; I hope you do.”
“Oh!” And the old woman sank into a rocking-chair and stared up at him.
“Oh!” she exclaimed again, her wrinkled hand pressed against her
thin breast. “You mean that, do you, Kenneth Galt? Well, I have never
mentioned it to her, but I thought it might come. I read faces fairly
well, and I saw, even at a distance, the spiritual despair in yours.
Knowing what you were responsible for, I felt that your solitary life
in your lonely house would bring results, for good or bad. At first I
thought you might resume--might make dishonorable proposals; but when I
saw you and Lionel together so often I began to count on other things--I
began to _pray_ for other things. You don't look like a mean man,
Kenneth Galt; and I can't find it in my heart to reproach you. Besides,
it is pitiful to think about, considering the child's future; but she
may have you now right where you had her once.”
“You mean--you mean!” he exclaimed, aghast, as he bent over her chair
and stared into her calm face. “You mean that--”
“I mean that it may be too late,” she interrupted him.
“Too late?” He sank into a chair in front of her, and, pale and
quivering in every limb, swung his hat between his knees.
“Yes; she is my daughter, but she is above me in a thousand ways. She
suffered untold agonies after you desert--after you left Stafford, and
all through her trouble; but when the baby came, and we were all shut up
here away from human sight, the choicest blessings from on high seemed
to fall on her. With her close work in her studio, and her devotion
to the child, she grew into something more of heaven than of earth. I
suppose there is such a thing as rising too high to love, in a _human_
sort of way, and I tremble when I think of how she may now take your
proposal. I want her to be sensible and think of the boy's interests,
but the idea of helping him in _just that way_ may be--be repulsive to
her. She's done without your aid all these years, you see, Kenneth Galt.
She has leaned on a Higher Power than any earthly one, and has already
received her reward. You knew her as she was once, but not as she is
now. She was hardly more than a child then. Her father used to say she
would be a great genius, and I think she really is. Her isolation
from mankind has done her more good in one way than harm. It has put
something into her work that couldn't have got there any other way.
Only yesterday a letter came from a high authority on art--But I have no
right to speak of her private affairs. If she sees fit to tell you about
it she may. That's another matter. She has never been ashamed, as this
town, no doubt, thinks she is. She looked on what passed between you and
her before the trouble as a true marriage in the sight of God. It wasn't
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