“Finally he dropped to sleep,” Mrs. Barry went on, “and slept, still
sobbing, as children do when wrought up high, and she left him and came
again to me. Poor thing! She was simply undone--conquered! She put her
head in my lap and burst out crying. She sobbed and sobbed a long time,
and then I asked her if she would let _me_ manage it. She knew what I
meant--exactly what I meant, for she became like a lump of clay in my
lap. For a long time she lay like that, hardly breathing. Then I told
her of what a wonderful influence she had been to me in opening my eyes,
old as I am, to the beauty of a higher, spiritual life, and that in
holding back, as she was now doing, and refusing to pardon a repentant
man, even when the happiness of her own child was at stake, she was
going backward instead of forward. She seemed to realize it. She sat up
straight, and the old light of sweetness and gentleness seemed to
dawn in her face. 'I'll simply put myself in your hands, mother,' she
said--'in your hands!'
“I broke down and cried in pure joy, Kenneth Galt. Then what do you
think? I heard her go back to her room, and knew that the child had
waked. I am not sure; but I think she waked him purposely, for she never
could bear to have him go to sleep unhappy. I heard her telling him
about the beauty of Paris--about its streets, its boulevards, and its
parks; its buildings; its statuary and pictures, and of the pretty
children who were to be his friends. She laughed like a happy
child--they were always like two children, anyway--when she told him
about crossing the ocean in a great ship, and of the high waves, deep
water, and big fish. But he stopped her with a question. What do you
think it was, Kenneth? He wanted to know if _you_ were going? I knew she
hesitated, her pride closing her lips, even there alone with her child.
She wouldn't answer his question. Then I heard Lionel say plainly, and
there was a strange sort of stubborness in his little voice: 'Well, I
don't want to go; he would not want me to leave him; he said so once;
he said he would never leave _me_, and I wasn't to leave _him_. Is he
going, mother?' he kept asking.
“Then I heard her say, 'Yes, darling, he is going--now you can sleep!'”
“She said that? Did she say that?” Galt cried, his whole despondent
being aflame.
“Yes; it is settled, Kenneth. Perhaps, in time, you and she will be
thoroughly happy together. I don't know, but I hope so.”
“Thank God!” Galt said, fervently, and, taking the old woman's hand, he
wrung it in an ecstasy of delight. “I only wanted a chance, Mrs. Barry.
I shall devote my life to all of you, and we can be happy--gloriously
happy over there. She shall be our queen, and Lionel our little prince.
I'll have this old house kept in order, and some day we'll come back to
it.”
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