“I explained to him that it was mostly due to the pride of his mother,
and to the natural fear that such an intelligent boy, and one so
sensitive and observant as he is, might learn of his misfortune and
suffer from it. That conversation raised Kenneth Galt in my estimation,
Uncle Tom. I know now that he has true feeling and sympathy for the
unfortunate, and that his ambition is not all there is to him.”
“I must confess that the child has greatly interested me,” the General
said. “From my window I can see him playing in that narrow yard, always
dressed neatly, and as strong and straight as an Indian in his bearing.
I have never seen him outside the fence. I have stopped to speak to him
once or twice in passing, and have been actually charmed by his face
and manner. I don't think I ever heard of a case exactly like his.
Of course, there have been thousands of children born like that in
straitlaced communities, but I never heard of one being brought up in
that prison-like way. It surely is wrong, and it will make the truth all
the harder to bear when it does come out, as it must sooner or later.
She is a wonderful woman--I started to say girl, for she seems almost
like a child to me with that sad, young face, and wistful, artistic
beauty. I have met her mother on the street a few times, her old face
thickly veiled, but I have not seen Dora or the child away from the
cottage.”
“As their family doctor,” said Dearing, “I urged Dora to go out herself
for exercise and to take the boy with her. At first she flatly refused.
I frightened her, however, by saying that the constant confinement would
injure Lionel's health. Since then she has taken him with her in fine
weather when she goes sketching in the woods and swamp back of the
cottage, but she is as shy as a fawn about it. I venture to say that no
one has ever met her on those excursions. I've seen mother-love, Uncle
Tom, in all its phases. I've met it at the death-beds of scores of
children, but the love between that unfortunate mother and child is the
prettiest thing on earth. No pair of lovers were ever more constant and
affectionate. Lionel is really a sort of psychological oddity in his
way. I have a theory that the mother's morbid suffering was in some
prenatal way stamped on her offspring.' He is queerly supersensitive for
one so young, and seems constantly afraid that he won't be liked. He
is rather fond of me--perhaps it is because I'm the only visitor at
the house; and when I take him in my lap to hold him, I can see that he
enjoys it as if it were an unusual luxury. He closes his eyes sometimes
and smiles, and says he wants to go to sleep that way. Then he will ask
me over and over again if I love _him_. After being told that I do, he
will detect some slight change in my face or voice and cry out, 'Now,
you don't like me--do you?' I am not sentimental, Uncle Tom, but that
little chap's condition has worried me a lot. I pity him as I've never
pitied a human being before.”
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