Americans -- France -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; France -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Darrow continued to stand by the door after it had closed. Anna felt
that he was looking at her, and sat still, disdaining to seek refuge in
any evasive word or movement. For the last time she wanted to let him
take from her the fulness of what the sight of her could give.
He crossed over and sat down on the sofa. For a moment neither of them
spoke; then he said: “To-night, dearest, I must have my answer.”
She straightened herself under the shock of his seeming to take the very
words from her lips.
“To-night?” was all that she could falter.
“I must be off by the early train. There won’t be more than a moment in
the morning.”
He had taken her hand, and she said to herself that she must free it
before she could go on with what she had to say. Then she rejected this
concession to a weakness she was resolved to defy. To the end she would
leave her hand in his hand, her eyes in his eyes: she would not, in
their final hour together, be afraid of any part of her love for him.
“You’ll tell me to-night, dear,” he insisted gently; and his insistence
gave her the strength to speak.
“There’s something I must ask you,” she broke out, perceiving, as she
heard her words, that they were not in the least what she had meant to
say.
He sat still, waiting, and she pressed on: “Do such things happen to men
often?”
The quiet room seemed to resound with the long reverberations of her
question. She looked away from him, and he released her and stood up.
“I don’t know what happens to other men. Such a thing never happened to
me...”
She turned her eyes back to his face. She felt like a traveller on a
giddy path between a cliff and a precipice: there was nothing for it now
but to go on.
“Had it ... had it begun ... before you met her in Paris?”
“No; a thousand times no! I’ve told you the facts as they were.”
“All the facts?”
He turned abruptly. “What do you mean?”
Her throat was dry and the loud pulses drummed in her temples.
“I mean--about her...Perhaps you knew ... knew things about
her ... beforehand.”
She stopped. The room had grown profoundly still. A log dropped to the
hearth and broke there in a hissing shower.
Darrow spoke in a clear voice. “I knew nothing, absolutely nothing,” he
said.
She had the answer to her inmost doubt--to her last shameful unavowed
hope. She sat powerless under her woe.
He walked to the fireplace and pushed back the broken log with his foot.
A flame shot out of it, and in the upward glare she saw his pale face,
stern with misery.
“Is that all?” he asked.
She made a slight sign with her head and he came slowly back to her.
“Then is this to be good-bye?”
Again she signed a faint assent, and he made no effort to touch her or
draw nearer. “You understand that I sha’n’t come back?”
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