Perhaps Lady Tilchester's plan of having every sort at her house is
the best, after all. Then she can have variety and never be bored.
I wonder if it is the occupation of their minds with great things,
in this set, which balances with the "lives of compulsion" led by
the middle classes, and so prevents them also from "getting back to
nature," as the Duke said.
It is an interesting problem.
Mr. Budge sat down and talked to me. He has a very strong character,
I am sure, and I was flattered that he should think me worth speaking
to.
"I admire your perfect stillness," he said at last, after there had
been a pause of a moment or two. "I have never seen a woman sit so
still. It is a great quality."
"I was not allowed to fidget when I was young," I said. "Perhaps one
acquires repose as a habit."
"When you were young! Why, you look only a baby now! I would take you
for about eighteen years old, and that is what interests me. Your eyes
have a question and a story in them that is not usual at eighteen."
"Oh, I am ever so much older than that! I must be at least fifty!" I
said.
He smiled. "I am fifty. It is a terrible age."
"I dare say it would be nice to be fifty if one had been long enough
young--to get there gradually. But to jump there, that is what is not
amusing."
"And you have jumped to fifty? I thought there was a story in those
Sphinx eyes."
"Why do you say that? You are the second person who has said I have
the eyes of the Sphinx. I would like to know why?" I asked.
"Because they are inscrutable. They suggest much and reveal nothing.
It would interest me deeply to hear your impression of things."
"What things?"
"The world, the flesh, or the devil--anything that would make you lift
the curtain a little. For instance, what do you think of this society
here now?"
"They all seem to be clever people with interests in life."
"Most people have interests in life. The candle would soon burn out
otherwise. What are yours, if I may ask?"
"I am observing. I have not decided yet what interests me. I would
like to travel, I think, and see the world."
"That is an easy matter at your age. But have you no other desires?"
"No, unless it would be to sleep very soundly and enjoy my food."
"What a little cynic! A gross little materialist! And you look the
embodiment of etherealism."
"At fifty I have always understood creature comforts begin to matter
more. Each age has its pleasures."
He laughed.
"Tell me something else about the emotions of the fifty-year-olds."
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