Nationalists -- Philippines -- Fiction; Philippine fiction (Spanish) -- Translations into English; Philippines -- History -- Fiction
“What is it to me?” again muttered Camaroncocido. “What do I get out of
watching over the populace?”
Basilio, as Makaraig said, had not gone to the show. The poor student,
after returning from San Diego, whither he had gone to ransom Juli, his
future bride, from her servitude, had turned again to his studies,
spending his time in the hospital, in studying, or in nursing Capitan
Tiago, whose affliction he was trying to cure.
The invalid had become an intolerable character. During his bad spells,
when he felt depressed from lack of opium, the doses of which Basilio
was trying to reduce, he would scold, mistreat, and abuse the boy, who
bore it resignedly, conscious that he was doing good to one to whom he
owed so much, and yielded only in the last extremity. His vicious
appetite satisfied, Capitan Tiago would fall into a good humor, become
tender, and call him his son, tearfully recalling the youth’s services,
how well he administered the estates, and would even talk of making him
his heir. Basilio would smile bitterly and reflect that in this world
complaisance with vice is rewarded better than fulfilment of duty. Not
a few times did he feel tempted to give free rein to the craving and
conduct his benefactor to the grave by a path of flowers and smiling
illusions rather than lengthen his life along a road of sacrifice.
“What a fool I am!” he often said to himself. “People are stupid and
then pay for it.”
But he would shake his head as he thought of Juli, of the wide future
before him. He counted upon living without a stain on his conscience,
so he continued the treatment prescribed, and bore everything
patiently.
Yet with all his care the sick man, except for short periods of
improvement, grew worse. Basilio had planned gradually to reduce the
amount of the dose, or at least not to let him injure himself by
increasing it, but on returning from the hospital or some visit he
would find his patient in the heavy slumber produced by the opium,
driveling, pale as a corpse. The young man could not explain whence the
drug came: the only two persons who visited the house were Simoun and
Padre Irene, the former rarely, while the latter never ceased exhorting
him to be severe and inexorable with the treatment, to take no notice
of the invalid’s ravings, for the main object was to save him.
“Do your duty, young man,” was Padre Irene’s constant admonition. “Do
your duty.” Then he would deliver a sermon on this topic with such
great conviction and enthusiasm that Basilio would begin to feel kindly
toward the preacher. Besides, Padre Irene promised to get him a fine
assignment, a good province, and even hinted at the possibility of
having him appointed a professor. Without being carried away by
illusions, Basilio pretended to believe in them and went on obeying the
dictates of his own conscience.
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