The reigning belle : $b A society novelStephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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The reigning belle : $b A society novel
Stephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Everything was quiet. My own footsteps were smothered in the
forest-turf, and a gentle shiver of the leaves was all the sound I
heard. What had become of that poor girl? Had she already found time to
make the plunge I felt sure she meditated. My heart shrunk from the
thought, so I watched and waited, feeling the presence of another human
soul, as one sometimes knows a thing independent of the senses.
“As I stood in the shadow, something seemed to move on a large
sloping-rock, which formed a picturesque feature in one corner of the
grounds, on which the trees grew less thickly. That moment, a cloud
swept back from the moon, and I saw the woman whom I had frightened so,
standing on the rocks, which shot some distance into the stream, where
the waters eddied and curled around it with a sweet, monotonous music,
that seemed to lure and lure the woman on, till she stood on the very
edge. Her shawl was thrown back now, and I saw the child. She did not
look at it, but turned her face away, and lifted the infant high in her
arms.
“I started forward, but checked myself, for she had fallen down upon the
rock, and hugging the child to her bosom, was kissing it with passionate
vehemence, calling out.
“‘I cannot—I cannot! Oh, my God! how could I think of it? My child! My
child! You are not hurt! There! there! there! Oh, what can I do? what
shall I do?’
“Again and again she fell to kissing the little creature, moaning over
it like a dumb animal; breaking forth into bitter sobs, now and then,
until some fear seized her, and she looked around, evidently terrified
by her own voice. Full ten minutes she sat caressing the child, in her
passionate despair. Then she arose to her feet once more, uplifted it in
her arms, and staggering back, fell prone upon the rock, clasping the
infant to her heart.
“The struggle was terrible; but I had faith in the power of a motherhood
which could battle so fiercely against an evil resolve, and waited,
knowing, that at the worst, I could save her and the child.
“She arose to a sitting posture, very pale and still now, for I could
see her face, plainly, in the moonlight; and it was white as snow-white
and beautiful. An exclamation almost broke from me. _I knew the face!_
More than once had I marveled at its beauty; more than once had I seen
it beaming with love, uplifted to another face, which will never leave
my memory—that of a man I love better than a brother.
“Do you understand? Can you guess who this young mother was? I did not
know her name; but there was no mistaking that proud, white face.
“The young woman sat a long time, gazing at her child, in the moonlight,
as if seized by some apathy of the soul which made that rock its last
anchorage.
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