The Relentless CityBenson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The Relentless City
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
British -- United States -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
The 'affair' was
briefly, to her mind, to make Charlie take a normal interest in life
again, without exciting an abnormal interest in herself--to transfer
his affection, in fact, from herself to life.
They had dined together that evening at their small table at the Beau
Site, and Sybil had traced loops on the tablecloth with a wineglass,
and sketched threes and brackets to a centre with the prong of a fork.
'Yes, it sounds silly,' she said, 'but it is the most fascinating
thing in the world to try to do anything which you at present believe
yourself incapable of doing. I have no eye for colour at all, therefore
two years ago I took violently, as Charlie remembers, to painting. I
have no eye for balance, therefore now I spend my day in trying to
execute complicated movements which depend entirely on it.'
Charlie's eye lit up.
'The quest of the impossible,' he said. 'How I sympathize!'
This 'was direct enough; with returning health he had got far greater
directness. Mrs. Brancepeth waited for Sybil's reply; it came as direct
as his.
'Oh, Charlie, you always confuse things,' she said. 'You do not mean
the quest of the impossible, but the quest of the improbable. The quest
of the improbable is the secret of our striving. Anyone can grasp the
impossible; it is merely an affair of the imagination. I can amuse
myself by planning out what my life would be if I were a man. What I
cannot do is to plan out for myself a successful career as a woman.'
'Surely you have plans enough,' said Mrs. Brancepeth.
'No, no plans,' said Sybil--' desires merely. I have lots of desires.
One is control of the outside edge; that is unrealized. Dear Charlie,
you look so well this evening; that is another of my plans. It is
getting on.'
'He gained two pounds last week,' said his mother.
'How nice! I lost a hundred, because I speculated on the Stock
Exchange. It sounds rather grand to speculate, but it wasn't at all
grand. What happened was that a pleasant young gentleman here, whose
name I don't know, said two days ago to me, "Buy East Rands." I bought
a hundred. They went down a point. I sold. But I bought many emotions
with my hundred pounds. One was that one could get interested in
anything, whether one knew what it was or not, as long as one put money
into it. And if money interests you, surely anything else will.' This,
too--so Mrs. Brancepeth interpreted it--was a successful red herring
drawn across the path. Charlie appeared equally interested.
'Ah, you are wrong there, Sybil,' he said. 'Money _in excelsis_ must be
the most interesting thing in the world; there is nothing it cannot do.'
'Oh, it can do everything that is not worth doing,' interrupted Sybil;
'I grant that.'
'And most things that are,' he continued. 'For, except content, which
it will not bring you, there is nothing which is not in its sphere.'
'Toothache,' said Sybil promptly. 'I had three minutes' toothache
yesterday, and was miserable.'
'Painless extraction.'
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