The Relentless CityBenson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The Relentless City
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
British -- United States -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
implication that he would pay from time to time a visit there with the
same unquestioning acquiescence.
But now in his second visit he found to his dismay that, so far from
ceasing to mind or notice the difference between the two peoples, the
difference was accentuated as far as notice went, and doubled as far
as minding went. His nerves, no doubt, were a little out of order, and
what would have scarcely affected him in a serener frame of mind was in
his present mood like the squeak of a slate pencil.
Yet behind all this, even as the sky extends for millions of miles
behind a stormy and cloudy foreground, lay his feeling for Amelie
herself. True, once in his life the passion for a woman had burned in
him with so absorbing and fierce a flame that for more than two years
afterwards he had soberly believed that he never again could feel any
touch of passion for another. His adoration for Dorothy Emsworth had
been his first _grande passion_; it was therefore probably his last,
for such a thing does not come twice. Men whose lives are morally
unedifying might doubt it, so he said to himself, but merely because
they have never experienced it at all. To them has come a succession of
strong desires, but this never. And though he did not give, nor did he
make pretence of giving, to Amelie that which Mrs. Emsworth could find
no use for, yet he gave her very honestly another way of love: he gave
her very strong and honest affection; he gave her immense admiration;
lie gave her as much, for he was of ardent nature, as many men have
ever felt. All the chords of his lyre sounded for her. But once there
had been another chord; that he could not give her, for it was gone.
Consequently, when he wondered whether continuous contact with
American _milieu_ might not prove absolutely intolerable, he did not
include in his misgivings his continuous contact with Amelie. He had
deliberately set out in the quest of a wealthy wife, and he had found
one in all ways so charming, so lovable, that the mercenary side of his
quest was out of sight. That quest, he admitted to himself, was not
a very exalted one; but as his father had pointed out, he could not,
practically speaking, marry a poor girl--at least, without marrying a
great deal of discomfort--and it was therefore more sensible to look
for his wife among wealth. He had been quite prepared, in fact, for
marrying a girl who 'would do,' provided she saw the matter in the same
light. Amelie did much more than 'do.'
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