The Research MagnificentWells, H. G. (Herbert George)
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The Research Magnificent
Wells, H. G. (Herbert George)
Conduct of life -- Fiction
“I'm not getting on, mother,” he said. “I'm scattering myself. I'm
getting no grip. I want to get a better hold upon life, or else I do not
see what is to keep me from going to pieces--and wasting existence. It's
rather difficult sometimes to tell what one thinks and feels--”
She had not really listened to him.
“Who is that woman,” she interrupted suddenly, “Mrs. Fly-by-Night, or
some such name, who rings you up on the telephone?”
Benham hesitated, blushed, and regretted it.
“Mrs. Skelmersdale,” he said after a little pause.
“It's all the same. Who is she?”
“She's a woman I met at a studio somewhere, and I went with her to one
of those Dolmetsch concerts.”
He stopped.
Lady Marayne considered him in silence for a little while. “All men,”
she said at last, “are alike. Husbands, sons and brothers, they are all
alike. Sons! One expects them to be different. They aren't different.
Why should they be? I suppose I ought to be shocked, Poff. But I'm not.
She seems to be very fond of you.”
“She's--she's very good--in her way. She's had a difficult life....”
“You can't leave a man about for a moment,” Lady Marayne reflected.
“Poff, I wish you'd fetch me a glass of water.”
When he returned she was looking very fixedly into the fire. “Put it
down,” she said, “anywhere. Poff! is this Mrs. Helter-Skelter a discreet
sort of woman? Do you like her?” She asked a few additional particulars
and Benham made his grudging admission of facts. “What I still don't
understand, Poff, is why you have been away.”
“I went away,” said Benham, “because I want to clear things up.”
“But why? Is there some one else?”
“No.”
“You went alone? All the time?”
“I've told you I went alone. Do you think I tell you lies, mother?”
“Everybody tells lies somehow,” said Lady Marayne. “Easy lies or stiff
ones. Don't FLOURISH, Poff. Don't start saying things like a moral
windmill in a whirlwind. It's all a muddle. I suppose every one in
London is getting in or out of these entanglements--or something of
the sort. And this seems a comparatively slight one. I wish it hadn't
happened. They do happen.”
An expression of perplexity came into her face. She looked at him. “Why
do you want to throw her over?”
“I WANT to throw her over,” said Benham.
He stood up and went to the hearthrug, and his mother reflected that
this was exactly what all men did at just this phase of a discussion.
Then things ceased to be sensible.
From overhead he said to her: “I want to get away from this
complication, this servitude. I want to do some--some work. I want to
get my mind clear and my hands clear. I want to study government and the
big business of the world.”
“And she's in the way?”
He assented.
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