The Restless SexChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Restless Sex
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
American fiction -- 20th century
"Do you?" She lifted her eyes to him curiously. "You know, Jim, I must
be honest with you. I never did love anybody.... But, if you had come
home—and if you had told me that you cared for me—that way——"
"Yes."
"Well, I was just a girl. You had my affections. I could have been
taught very easily, I think—to care—differently——"
"And—now?"
"What?"
"Is it too late to teach you, Steve?"
"Why, yes. Isn’t it?"
"Why?"
"I’m married."
"It’s a flimsy, miserable business!" he began angrily, but she flushed
and checked him with a hand against his lips.
"Besides—I do care for Oswald—very deeply," she said. "Don’t say
painful things to me.... Don’t be sulky, Jim, dear. This is
disconcerting me dreadfully. We mustn’t make anything tragic out of
it—anything unhappy. I’m so contented to have you back that I can’t
think of anything else.... Don’t let’s bother about love or anything
else! What you and I feel for each other is more wonderful than love.
Isn’t it? Oh, Jim, I _do_ adore you. We’ll be with each other now a
lot, won’t we? You’ll take a studio in this district, and I’ll fly in
at all hours to see you, and you’ll come in to see me and we’ll do
things together—everything—theatres, dances, pictures, everything! And
you will like Oswald, won’t you? He’s really so nice, poor boy!"
"All right," he muttered.
They rose; he took both her hands into his and looked intently into her
grey eyes:
"I won’t spoil life for you," he said. "I’ll be near you, now. The old
intimacy must be strengthened. I’ve failed wretchedly in my
responsibilities; I’ll try to make up for my selfishness——"
"Oh, Jim! I don’t think that way——"
"You are too generous. You are too loyal. You are quite the most
charming woman I ever knew, Steve—the sweetest, the most adorable. I’ve
been a fool—blind and stupid."
"You mustn’t say such ridiculous things! But it is dear of you to find
me attractive! It really thrills me, Jim. I’m about the happiest girl
in New York, I think! Tell me, do you like Helen?"
"Yes, she’s nice. Where are you dining, Steve? Could you——"
"Oh, dear! Helen and I are dining out! It’s a party. We all go to the
ball. But, Jim—do get a costume of some sort and come to the
Caricaturists’ Ball! Will you? Helen and I are going. It’s the Ball of
the Gods—the last costume ball of the season, and it is sure to be
amusing. Will you come?"
He didn’t seem to think he could, but she insisted so eagerly and
promised to have an invitation at his hotel for him by nine o’clock,
that he laughed and said he’d go.
"Everybody artistic will be there," she explained, delighted. "You’ll
meet a lot of men you know. And the pageant will be wonderful. I shall
be in it. So will Helen. Then, after the pageant, we’ll find each
other—you and I!——" She sighed: "I am too happy, Jim. I don’t want to
arouse the anger of the gods."
She linked her arm in his and entered the studio.
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