The Restless SexChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Restless Sex
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
American fiction -- 20th century
"Yes. It belonged to a Captain Cleland in those remote days."
There was a long silence. The delicately fresh odour of grey iris
became more apparent—a perfume that, somehow, Cleland associated with
Stephanie.
Grismer said in a pleasant, listless voice:
"You are a happy man, Cleland."
"Y-yes."
"Here, under the foliage of your forefathers," mused Grismer aloud, "you
should rest contented that the honour of an honourable line lies secure
in your keeping."
Cleland laughed:
"I don’t know how honourable they were, but I’ve never heard of any
actual criminals among them."
"That’s a great deal." He dropped one lean, well-shaped hand on the arm
of his chair. The cigarette burned between his pendant fingers, spicing
the air with its aromatic scent.
"It’s a great deal to have a clean family record," he said again. "It
is the greatest thing in the world—the most desirable.... The other
makes existence superfluous."
"You mean dishonour?"
"Yes. The stain spreads. You can’t stop it. It taints the generations
that follow. They can’t escape."
"That’s nonsense," said Cleland. "Because a man had a crook for a
forebear he isn’t a crook himself."
"No. But the stain is in his heart and brain."
"That’s morbid!"
"Maybe.... But, Cleland, there are people whose most intense desire is
to be respectable. It is a ruling passion, inherent, unreasoning, vital
to their happiness and peace of mind. Did you know that?"
"I suppose I can imagine such a person."
"Yes. I suppose such a person is not normal. In them, hurt pride is
more serious than a wound of the flesh. And pride, mortally wounded,
means to them mental and finally physical death."
"Such a person is abnormal and predestined to unhappiness," said Cleland
impatiently.
"Predestined," repeated Grismer in his pleasant, even voice. "Yes,
there’s something wrong with them. But they are born so. Nobody knows
what a mental hell they endure. Things that others would scarcely
notice they shrink from. Their souls are raw, quivering things within
them that agonize over a careless slight, that wither under disapproval,
that become paralyzed under an affront.
"Their fiercest, deepest, most vital desire is to be welcomed, approved,
respected. Without kindness they become deformed; and crippled pride
does strange, perverse things to their brain and tongue.
"There are such people, Cleland.... Predestined ... to suffering and to
annihilation.... Weaklings ... all heart and unprotected nerves ...
passing their brief lives in desperate and grotesque attempts to conceal
what they are.... Superfluous people, undesirable ... foredoomed."
He dropped his cigarette upon the drenched grass, whore it glimmered an
instant and went out.
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