The Restless SexChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
General
The Restless Sex
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
American fiction -- 20th century
"It’s the only safety for us. There’s no use. No hope, either. And
it’s too dangerous—with no outlook, no possible chance that waiting may
help us. There’s not a ghost of a chance that we ever can marry. That
is the real peril for us.... So—I’ll play the game.... I’ll go to him
now—before it’s too late,—before you and I have made each other wretched
for life—and before I have something still worse on my conscience!"
"What?"
"My husband’s death! He’ll kill himself if I let you take me away
somewhere."
After a silence he said in a low voice:
"Is _that_ what you have been afraid of?"
"Yes."
"You believe he will kill himself if you divorce him?"
"I—I am certain of it."
"Why are you certain?"
"I can’t tell you why."
He said coolly:
"Men don’t do that sort of thing as a rule. Weak intellects seek that
refuge from trouble; but his is not a weak character."
"I won’t talk about it," she said. "I’ve told you more than I ever
meant to. Now you know where I stand, what I fear—his death!—if I
dishonour dad’s memory and go away with you. And if I ask divorce, he
will give it to me—and then kill himself. Do you think I could accept
even you on such terms as these?"
"No," he said.
He looked at her intently. She stood there very white, now, her grey
eyes and the masses of chestnut hair accentuating her pallour.
"All right," he said, "I’ll take you to town."
"You need not."
"Won’t you let me?"
"Yes, if you wish.... When you go downstairs, tell them to send up my
trunks. Tell one of the maids to come."
"You can’t go off this way, to-night. You’ve two guests here," he said
in a dull voice.
"You will be here."
"No."
"Why not?"
"Oswald called me on the long distance wire an hour ago. He has asked
me to go to town and look at the sketch he has made for the fountain. I
said I’d go."
She dropped to the couch and sat there with grey eyes remote, her
shoulders, in their jewelled kimono, huddled under her heavy mass of
hair.
"Stay here for a while, anyway," he said. "There’s no use taking such
action until you have thought it over. And such action is not
necessary, Steve."
"It is."
"No. There is a much simpler solution for us both. I shall go abroad."
"What!" she exclaimed sharply, lifting her head.
"Of course. Why should you be driven into the arms of a husband you do
not love just because you are afraid of what you and I might do? That
would be a senseless proceeding, Steve. The thing to do is to rid
yourself of me and live your life as you choose."
She laid her head on her hands, pressing her forehead against her
clenched fingers.
"That’s the only thing to do, I guess," he said in his curiously
colourless voice. "I came too late. I’m paying for it. I’ll go back
to Paris and stay for a while. Time does things to people."
She nodded her bowed head.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account