The Restless SexChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Restless Sex
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
American fiction -- 20th century
He patted her hand, patted her pale cheek:
"It’s a losing game, Anne. There’s nothing in it. I guess you know that
already. So go back to your people and tell them the last lies you ever
tell. And stick. Stay put, little girl. You really _are_ all right,
you know, but you got in wrong. Now, you’re out!"
He laughed and stood up. She lifted her head. All her colour had fled.
"Don’t forget me," she whispered.
"Not as long as I live, Anne."
"May I—I write to you?"
He thought a minute, then with a smile:
"Why not?" He found a card and pencil, wrote his name and address, and
laid it on the sofa. "If it would do any good to think of me when
you’re likely to get in wrong," he said, "then try to remember that I
was square with you. And be so to me. Will you?"
"I—will."
That was all. She was crying and her eyes were too blind with tears to
see the expression of his face as he kissed her.
He went away lightly, swinging his suitcase, and stood on the very end
of the cement platform looking out across a wilderness of tracks
branching out into darkness, set with red, green, and blue lamps.
He waited, lighting a cigarette. On his left a heavy electric engine
rolled into the station, drawing a Western express train. The lighted
windows of the cars threw a running yellow illumination over his
motionless figure for a few moments, then the train passed into the
depths of the station.
And now her train began to move very slowly out through the wilderness
of yard tracks. Car after car passed him, gaining momentum all the
while.
When the last car sped by and the tail-lights dwindled into perspective,
Grismer had finished his cigarette.
Behind him lay the dusky, lamp-lit tunnel of the station. Before him,
through ruddy darkness, countless jewelled lamps twinkled, countless
receding rails glimmered, leading away into the night.
It was in him to travel that way—the way of the glimmering, jewelled
lamps, the road of the shining rails.
But first he shoved his suitcase, with his foot, over the platform’s
edge, as though it had fallen there by accident.... And, as though he
had followed to recover it, he climbed down among the tracks.
There was a third rail running parallel to the twin rails. It was
roofed with wood. Lying flat, there in the shimmering dusk, he could
look up under the wooden guard rail and see it.
Then, resting both legs across the steel car-tracks, he reached out and
took the guarded third rail in both hands.
*CHAPTER XXXV*
The train that Cleland took, after calling Runner’s Rest on the
telephone, landed him at the home station at an impossible hour. Stars
filled the heavens with a magnificent lustre; the July darkness was
superb and still untouched by the coming dawn.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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