The Restless SexChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Restless Sex
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
American fiction -- 20th century
"Is that a threat, Steve?" he asked, not too sincerely amused, yet still
taking her and her chatter with a lightness and amiable condescension
entirely masculine.
"A threat?"
"Yes. Do you mean that when I return I shall find my little sister a
handful?"
"A handful? For whose hand? Jim, dear, you are old-fashioned. Girls
aren’t on or in anybody’s hands any more after they’re of age. Do you
think you’ll be responsible for me? Dear child, we’ll be comrades or
nothing at all to each other. You really must grow up, little brother,
before you come back, or I’m afraid—much as I love you—I might find you
just a little bit prosy——"
The call for all ashore silenced her. She stood confronting Cleland
with high colour and pretty, excited grey eyes, for a moment more, then
the gay defiance faded in her face and her attitude grew less resolute.
"Oh, Jim!" she said under her breath, "—I adore you——" And melted into
his embrace.
As he held her in his arms, for a moment the instinct to repel her and
disengage himself came over him swiftly. A troubled idea that her lips
were very soft—that he scarcely knew this girl whose supple figure he
held embraced, left him mute, confused.
"Dear Jim," she whimpered, "I love you dearly. I shall miss you
dreadfully. I’ll always be your own little sister Steve, and you can
come back and bully me and I’ll tag after you and adore you. Oh,
Jim—Jim—my own brother—my own—my _own_——!"
It was a bright, sunny, windy May day. He could still distinguish her
in her black gown on the crowded pier which was all a-flutter with
brilliant gowns and white handkerchiefs.
After the distant pier had become only a square of colour like a
flower-bed, he still stood on the hurricane deck of the huge liner
looking back at where he had last seen her. The fragrance of her still
clung to him—seemed to have been inhaled somehow and to have subtly
permeated him—something of the warm, fresh, pliant youth of
her—unspoiled, utterly unawakened to anything more delicate or complex
than the frank, vigorous passion of her affection.
Yet, as her breathless, tearful lips had clung to his, so the perfume of
the embrace clung to him still, leaving him perplexed, vaguely
disturbed, yet intensely conscious of new emotion, unfamiliar in his
experience with this girl who yesterday had been what she always had
been to him—a growing child to be affectionately looked after and
chivalrously cherished and endured.
"I couldn’t be in love with Steve," he said to himself incredulously.
The thought amazed and exasperated him. "I’m a fine sort of man," he
thought bitterly, "if I can’t kiss Steve as innocently as she kisses me.
There’s something wrong with me. I must be a sort of dog—or crazy——"
He went below.
Stephanie went back in the car, alone. She staunched her tears with her
black-edged handkerchief until they ceased to fill the wonderful grey
eyes.
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