The Restless SexChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Restless Sex
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
American fiction -- 20th century
No use your coming back until you are quite ready, Jim. There’s nothing
for you to do.
I’ve taken a studio and apartment with Helen Davis, the animal sculptor.
I don’t yet know just what I shall do. I’m likely to try several things
before I know what I ought to stick to.
Don’t feel any absurd sense of responsibility for me. That would be too
silly. Feel free to remain abroad as long as it suits you. I also feel
absolutely free to go and come as I please. That’s the best basis for
our friendship, Jim, and, in fact, the necessary and vital basis. My
affection is unaltered, but, somehow, it has been such a long time that
you seem almost unreal to me.
He did not sail at once. After all, in the face of such an unmistakable
declaration of independence, it did not seem worth while for him to
arouse himself from the golden lethargy of enchantment and break the
spell of Europe which held him content, amid the mellow ripeness of her
capitals and the tinted splendour of her traditions.
He wrote frequently for a few months. Then his letters lagged.
Once his pretty Countess had warned him that, for an American, Europe
was merely the school-room but his own country was the proper and only
place for creative labour.
He remembered this at intervals, a little uneasy, a trifle
conscious-stricken because he shrank from making an end to
preparation—because he still loitered, disinclined to break the golden
web and return to the clear, shadowless skies and the pitiless sun of
the real world where he belonged, and where alone, he knew, was the
workshop for which he had been so leisurely preparing.
Then the shock came—the bolt out of the blue.
The cablegram said:
I married Oswald Grismer this morning.
STEPHANIE.
*CHAPTER XVI*
He sailed in April. When he sailed, he knew he would not come back for
many years, if ever. His business here was done, the dream of Europe
ended. The cycle of Cathay awaited him in all its acrid crudity.
Yes, the golden web was rent, torn across, destroyed. The shock to his
American mind left nothing of the lotus eater in him. He was returning
where he belonged.
Married! Steve married! To Oswald Grismer, who, save as a schoolboy
and later in college, was a doubtful and unknown quantity to him.
He had never known Grismer well. Since their schoolboy differences,
they had been good enough friends when thrown together, which had been
infrequently. He had no particular liking for Grismer, no dislike.
Grismer had been a clever, adroit, amusing man in college, generally
popular, yet with no intimacies, no close friends.
As for Steve, he never dreamed that Stephanie would do such a thing. It
was so damnably silly, so utterly unthinkable a thing to do.
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