Fantasy fiction; Horror tales; Paranormal fiction; Supernatural -- Fiction
The secret of his content in that long leisurely ramble had been that
repeatedly by a scarcely realised effort it had not lain in the
direction of Widderstone. And now, as he sat hungrily devouring his
breakfast on the table in the kitchen, with the daybreak comforting his
eyes, he thought with a positive mockery of that poor old night-thing
he had given inch by inch into the safe keeping of his pink and white
drawing-room. Don Quixote, Poe, Rousseau—they were familiar but not
very significant labels to a mind that had found very poor
entertainment in reading. But they were at least representative enough
to set him wondering which of their influences it was that had inflated
with such a gaseous heroism the Lawford of the night before. He thought
of Sheila with a not unkindly smile, and of the rest. ‘I wonder what
they’ll do?’ had been a question almost as much in his mind during
these last few hours as had ‘What am I to do?’ in the first bout of his
‘visitation.’
But the ‘they’ was not very precisely visualised. He saw Sheila, and
Harry, and dainty pale-blue Bettie Lovat, and cautious old Wedderburn,
and Danton, and Craik, and cheery, gossipy Dr Sutherland, and the
verger, Mr Dutton, and Critchett, and the gardener, and Ada, and the
whole vague populous host that keep one as definitely in one’s place in
the world’s economy as a firm-set pin the camphored moth. What his
place was to be only time could show. Meanwhile there was in this
loneliness at least a respite.
Solitude!—he bathed his weary bones in it. He laved his eyelids in it,
as in a woodland brook after the heat of noon. He sat on in calmest
reverie till his hunger was satisfied. Then, scattering out his last
crumbs to the birds from the barred window, he climbed upstairs again,
past his usual bedroom, past his detested guest room, up into the
narrow sweetness of Alice’s, and flinging himself on her bed fell into
a long and dreamless sleep.
By ten next morning Lawford had bathed and dressed. And at half-past
ten he got up from Sheila’s fat little French dictionary and his
Memoirs to answer Mrs Gull’s summons on the area bell. The little woman
stood with arms folded over an empty and capacious bag, with an air of
sustained melancholy on her friendly face. She wished him a very
nervous ‘Good morning,’ and dived down into the kitchen. The hours
dragged slowly by in a silence broken only by an occasional ring at the
bell. About three she emerged from the house and climbed the area steps
with her bag hooked over her arm. He watched the little black figure
out of sight, watched a man in a white canvas hat ascend the steps to
push a blue-printed circular through the letter-box. It had begun to
rain a little. He returned to the breakfast-room and with the window
wide open to the rustling coolness of the leaves, edged his way very
slowly across from line to line of the obscure French print.
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