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‘H’m,’ said Herbert solemnly: ‘I wish I had as sensitive a conscience.
But as your old friend didn’t recognise you, who’s the worse? As for
her not doing so, just think of the difference a few years makes to a
man, and _any_ severe shock. Life wears so infernally badly. Who, for
that matter, does not change, even in character and yet who professes
to see it? Mind, I don’t say in essence! But then how many of the human
ghosts one meets does one know in essence? One doesn’t want to. It
would be positively cataclysmic. And that’s what brings me around to
feel, Lawford, if I may venture to say so, that you may have brooded a
little too keenly on—on your own case. Tell any one you feel ill; he
will commiserate with you to positive nausea. Tell any priest your soul
is in danger; will he wait for proof? It’s misereres and penances world
without end. Tell any woman you love her; will she, can she, should
she, gainsay you? There you are. The cat’s out of the bag, you see. My
sister and I sat up half the night talking the thing over. I said I’d
take the plunge. I said I’d risk appearing the crassest,
contradictoriest wretch that ever drew breath. I don’t deny that what I
hinted at the other night must seem in part directly contrary to what
I’m going to say now.’
He wheeled his black eyes as if for inspiration, and helped himself to
salad. ‘It’s this,’ he said. ‘Isn’t it possible, isn’t it even probable
that being ill, and overstrung, moping a little over things more or
less out of the common ruck, and sitting there in a kind of
trance—isn’t it possible that you may have very largely _imagined_ the
change? Hypnotised yourself into believing it much worse—more profound,
radical, acute—and simply absolutely hypnotizing others into thinking
so, too. Christendom is just beginning to rediscover that there is such
a thing as faith, that it is just possible that, say, megrims or
melancholia may be removed at least as easily as mountains. The
converse, of course, is obvious on the face of it. A man fails because
he thinks himself a failure. It’s the men that run away that lose the
battle. Suppose then, Lawford’—he leaned forward, keen and
suave—‘suppose you have been and “Sabathiered” yourself!’
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