Fantasy fiction; Horror tales; Paranormal fiction; Supernatural -- Fiction
Lawford, still gazing fixedly, turned again a darkened face towards the
steep of the hill. ‘I think, you know,’ he said, stooping and
whispering, ‘_he_ would know—the window and the sun and the singing.
And oh, of course it was too late. You understand—too late. And once...
you can’t go back; oh no. You won’t leave me? You see, if you go, it
would only be all. I could not be quite so alone. But Detcham—Detcham?
perhaps you will not trust me—tell me? That was not the name.’ He
shuddered violently and turned dog-like beseeching eyes.
‘To-morrow—yes, to-morrow,’ he said, ‘I will promise anything if you
will not leave me now. Once—’ But again the thread running so faintly
through that inextricable maze of memory eluded him. ‘So long as you
won’t leave me now!’ he implored her.
She was vainly trying to win back her composure, and could not answer
him at once....
In the evening after supper Grisel sat her guest down in front of a big
wood fire in the old book-room, where, staring into the playing flames,
he could fall at peace into the almost motionless reverie which he
seemed merely to harass and weary himself by trying to disperse. She
opened the little piano at the far end of the room and played on and on
as fancy led—Chopin and Beethoven, a fugue from Bach, and lovely
forlorn old English airs, till the music seemed not only a voice
persuading, pondering, and lamenting, but gathered about itself the
hollow surge of the water and the darkness; wistful and clear, as the
thoughts of a solitary child. Ever and again a log burnt through its
strength, and falling amid sparks, stirred, like a restless animal, the
stillness; or Herbert in his corner lifted his head to glance towards
his visitor, and to turn another page. At last the music, too, fell
silent, and Lawford stood up with his candle in his hand and eyed with
a strange fixity brother and sister. His glance wandered slowly round
the quiet flame-lit room.
‘You won’t,’ he said, stooping towards them as if in extreme
confidence, ‘you won’t much notice? They come and go. I try not to—to
speak. It’s the only way through. It is not that I don’t know they’re
only dreams. But if once the—the others thought there had been any
tampering’—he tapped his forehead meaningly—‘here: if once they thought
_that_, it would, you know, be quite over then. How could I prove...?’
He turned cautiously towards the door, and with laborious significance
nodded his head at them.
Herbert bent down and held out his long hands to the fire. ‘Tampering,
my dear chap: That’s what the lump said to the leaven.’
‘Yes, yes,’ said Lawford, putting out his hand, ‘but you know what I
mean, Herbert. Anything I tried to do then would be quite, quite
hopeless. That would be poisoning the wells.’
They watched him out of the room, and listened till quite distinctly in
the still night-shaded house they heard his door gently close. Then, as
if by consent, they turned and looked long and questioningly into each
other’s faces.
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