Fantasy fiction; Horror tales; Paranormal fiction; Supernatural -- Fiction
The old lady rather grimly enjoyed his confusion. ‘Yes, Mr Lawford,
your mother. I don’t know why—something in his manner, something in his
face—so dejected, so unhappy, so—if it is not uncharitablnesse to say
it—so wild: it has haunted me: I haven’t been able to put the matter
out of my mind. I have lain awake in my bed thinking of him. Why did he
speak to me, I keep asking myself. Why did he play me so very aimless a
trick? How had he learned my name? Why was he sitting there so solitary
and so dejected? And worse even than that, what has become of him? A
little more patience, a little more charity, perhaps—what might I not
have done for him? The whole thing has harassed and distressed me more
than I can say. Would you believe it, I have actually twice, and on one
occasion, three times in a day made my way to the seat—hoping to see
him there. And I am not so young as I was. And then, as I say, to crown
all, I had a most remarkable dream about your mother. But that’s my own
affair. Elderly people like me are used—well, perhaps I won’t say
used—we’re not surprised or disturbed by visits from those who have
gone before. We live, in a sense, among the tombs; though I would not
have you fancy it’s in any way a morbid or unhappy life to lead. We
don’t talk about it—certainly not to young people. Let them enjoy their
Eden while they can; though there’s plenty of apples, I fear, on the
Tree yet, Mr Lawford.’
She leant forward and whispered it with a big, simple smile:—‘We don’t
even discuss it much among ourselves. But as one gets nearer and nearer
to the wicket-gate there’s other company around one than you’ll find
in—in the directory. And that is why I have just come on here tonight.
Very probably my errand may seem to have no meaning for you. You look
ill, but you don’t appear to be in any great trouble or adversity, as I
feared in my—well, there—as I feared you might be. I must say, though,
it seems a terribly empty house. And no lights, too!’
She slowly, with a little trembling nodding of her bonnet, turned her
head and glanced quietly, fixedly, and unflinchingly, out of the
half-open door. ‘But that’s not my affair.’ And again she looked at him
for a little while.
Then she stooped forward and touched him kindly and trustingly on the
knee. ‘Trouble or no trouble,’ she said, ‘it’s never too late to remind
a man of his mother. And I’m sure, Mr Lawford, I’m very glad to hear
you are struggling up out of your illness again. We must keep a brave
heart, forty or seventy, whichever we may be: “While the evil days come
not nor the years draw nigh when thou shalt say, I have no pleasure in
them,” though they have not come to me even yet; and I trust from the
bottom of my heart, not to _you_.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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