Fantasy fiction; Horror tales; Paranormal fiction; Supernatural -- Fiction
Sheila, calm, alert, reserved, was sitting at the open window when he
awoke again. His breakfast tray stood on a little table beside the bed.
He raised himself on his elbow and looked at his wife. The morning
light shone full on her features as she turned quickly at sound of his
stirring.
‘You have slept late,’ she said, in a low, mellow voice.
‘Have I, Sheila? I suppose I was tired out. It is very kind of you to
have got everything ready like this.’
‘I am afraid, Arthur, I was thinking rather of the maids. I like to
inconvenience them as little as possible; in their usual routine, I
mean. How are you feeling, do you think, this morning?’
‘I—I haven’t seen the glass, Sheila.’
She paused to place a little pencil tick at the foot of the page of her
butcher’s book. ‘And did you—did you try?’
‘Did I try? Try what?’
‘I understood,’ she said, turning slowly in her chair, ‘you gave me to
understand that you went out with the specific intention of trying to
regain.... But there, forgive me, Arthur; I think I must be getting a
little bit hardened to the position, so far at least as any hope is in
my mind of rather amateurish experiments being of much help. I may seem
unsympathetic in saying frankly what I feel. But amateurish or no, you
are curiously erratic. Why, if you really were the Dr Ferguson whose
part you play so admirably you could scarcely spend a more active
life.’
‘All you mean, Sheila, I suppose, is that I have failed.’
‘“Failed” did not enter my mind. I thought, looking at you just now in
your clothes on the bed, one might for the moment be deceived into
thinking there was a slight—quite the slightest improvement. There was
not quite that’—she hovered for the right word—‘that tenseness. Whether
or not, whether you desired any such change or didn’t, I should have
supposed in any case it would have been better to act as far as
possible like any ordinary person. You were certainly in an
extraordinarily sound sleep. I was almost alarmed; until I remembered
that it was a little after two when I looked up from reading aloud to
keep myself awake and discovered that you had only just come home. I
had no fire. You know how easily late hours bring on my headaches; a
little thought might possibly have suggested that I should be anxious
to hear. But no; it seems I cannot profit by experience, Arthur. And
even now you have not answered surely a very natural question. You do
not recollect, perhaps, exactly what did happen last night? Did you go
in the direction even of Widderstone?’
‘Yes, Sheila, I went to Widderstone.’
‘It was of course absurd to suppose that sitting on a seat beside the
broken-down grave of a suicide would have the slightest effect on
one’s—one’s physical condition; though possibly it might affect one’s
brain. It would mine; I am at least certain of that. It was your own
prescription, however; and it merely occurred to me to inquire whether
the actual experience has not brought you round to my own opinion.’
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