"I'll tell you why," said Roma Lennox. "You did it because you were
just crazy with caring for another woman--a nice, sweet girl who
won't have anything to say to you. And you've been saying to
yourself you're durned if she cares, and you're durned if you care.
And all the time you feel so bad about it that you must go and do
something wicked right away. And taking off your hat to me was your
idea of just about the razzlingest, dazzlingest, plumb wickedest
thing you could figure out to do."
He rose, and took off his hat to her again.
"If I did," he said, "I beg your pardon. Fact is, I--I--I thought
you were somebody else."
"I know it," said she, and paused. "Was it a very strong likeness
that misled you?"
"No. No likeness at all. It's all right," he added hurriedly. "I'm
going--I--I can't think how I made the mistake."
He looked at the scene, at the nocturnal prowlers and promenaders,
at the solitary veiled and seated figure, and he smiled. In all his
agony he smiled.
"And yet," he said, "somebody else will be making it if I leave you
here. Somebody who won't go. I'll go if you like, but----"
"Sit down," she said; "sit down right here. _You_'re not going till
you and I have had a straight talk. Don't you worry about your
mistake. I _meant_ you to come up and speak to me."
That staggered him.
"Good Lord! What on earth _for_?"
"Because I knew that if I didn't you'd go up and speak to somebody
else. Somebody who wouldn't let you go."
She was more staggering than he could have thought her.
"But, dear lady, why----?"
"Why? It's quite simple. You see, I saw you and her together, and I
took an interest--I always do take an interest. So I watched you;
and then--well--I saw what you thought of me for watching. At first
I was just wild. And then, afterward, I said to myself I didn't know
but what I'd just as soon you _did_ think it, and then we'd have it
out, and we'd see what we could make of it between us."
"Make of it?" he breathed.
"Well--I suppose you'll have to make something of it, won't you?"
"Between us?" He smiled faintly.
"Between us. I suppose if I've made you feel like that I've got to
help you."
"To help _me_?"
"To help anyone who wants it.--You don't mind if I keep on looking
at the Casino instead of looking at you? I can talk just the
same.--And then, you see, it was because of me she left you--by the
one-forty-four train."
"Because of you?"
"Because of the way you looked at me last night. She saw you."
He remembered.
"She saw that you thought I wasn't straight; and she saw that that
was what interested you."
"Ah," he cried. "I was a cad. Why don't you tell me so? Why don't
you pitch into me?"
"Because I fancy you've got about enough to bear. You see, I saw it
all, and I was so sorry--so sorry."
She left it there a moment for him to take it in, her beautiful,
astounding sorrow.
"And I just wanted to start right in and help you."
He murmured something incoherent, something that made her smile.
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