Utopias -- Fiction; Women -- Legal status, laws, etc. -- Fiction
'Clarence Veysey,' said the Bishop, 'is my secretary, my private
chaplain, and my pupil. He is himself in full priest's orders, and will
instruct you in the rudiments of our Faith. We do not substitute one
authority for another, Lord Chester. You will be exhorted to try and
examine for yourself the doctrines before you accept them. Yet you will
understand that what you are taught stood the test of question, doubt,
and attack for more than two thousand years before it was violently torn
from mankind. Go, my son, receive instruction with docility; but do not
fear to question and to doubt.'
'I am indeed a priest,' said Clarence Veysey, taking him into the
library. 'I have been judged worthy of the laying on of hands.'
'And do not your friends know or suspect?'
'No,' he replied. 'It is, in fact'--here he blushed and hesitated--'a
position of great difficulty. I must, perforce, until we are ripe for
action, act a deceptive part. The necessity for concealment is a
terrible thing. Yet, what help? One remembers him who bowed himself in
the House of Rimmon.'
'The concealment,' said Lord Chester, unfeelingly, because he knew
nothing about Naaman, 'would be part of the fun.'
'The fun?' this young priest gasped. 'But, of course--you do not know.
We are in deadly earnest, and he calls it--fun: we strive for the return
of the world to the Faith, and he calls it--fun!'
'I beg your pardon,' said Lord Chester. 'I seem--I hardly know why--to
have offended you. I really think it must be very good fun to have this
pretty secret all to yourself when you are at home.'
'Oh! he is very--very ignorant,' cried Clarence.
'Well----' Lord Chester did not mind being instructed by the old Bishop
or by the Professor. But the superiority of this smooth-cheeked youth of
his own age galled him. Nevertheless, he saw that the young priest was
deeply in earnest, and he restrained himself.
'Teach me, then,' he said.
'As for the deception,' said Clarence, 'it is horrible. One falsehood
leads to another. I pretend weakness--even disease and pain--to escape
being married to some one; because what can a man of my position--of
the middle class--do to earn my bread? Then I have simulated sinful
paroxysms of bad temper. This keeps women away: so long as I am believed
to be ill-tempered and sickly, of course no one will offer to marry me.
A reputation of ill-temper is, fortunately, the best safeguard possible
for a young man who would possess his soul in freedom. I try to persuade
myself that necessary deception is harmless deception; and if we
succeed----' he paused and sighed. 'Come, my lord, let me teach you
something of the true Faith.'
They spent the whole morning together, while Clarence Veysey unfolded
the mysteries of the Ancient Faith, and showed how divine a thing it
was, and how fitted for every possible phase or emergency of life. His
earnestness, the sincerity and honesty of his belief, deeply moved Lord
Chester.
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