American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
Freckles says of course it don't show. Only first love shows, he says.
Once before he was in love, he says, and that showed on him. That was
last spring, and he was only a kid then, and he was in love with Miss
Jones, the school teacher, and didn't know how to hide it. But this
time he can hide it, because this time he feels that it is different. He
swallows down the signs of it, he says, the way you keep swallowing down
the signs of it when you have something terrible like heart-disease or
stomach-trouble, and nobody will ever know it about him, likely, till
after he is dead.
And when he is dead, Freckles says, they will all wonder what he died
of, and maybe he will leave a note, wrote in his own blood, to tell. And
they will all come in Injun file and pass through the parlour, he says,
where his casket will be set on to four chairs, and She will come filing
by and look at him, and she will say not to bury him yet, for there is a
note held tight in his hand.
And everybody will say: “A note? A note? Who can it be to?”
And She will say to pardon her for taking the liberty at a time like
this, but She has saw her own name on to that note. And then, Freckles
says, She will open it and read it out loud right there in the parlour
to all of them, and they will all say how the departed must have liked
her to draw up a note to her wrote in his own blood like that.
And then, Freckles says, She will say, yes, he must have liked her, and
that she liked him an awful lot, too, but She never knew he liked her,
and She wished now she had of known he liked her an awful lot, because
to write a note in his own blood like that showed that he liked her an
awful lot, and if he only was alive now she would show she liked him an
awful lot and would kiss him to show it. And she would not be scared to
kiss him in front of all those people standing around the sides of the
parlour, dead or alive. And then she would kiss him, Freckles says. And
maybe, Freckles says, he wouldn't be dead after all, but only just lying
there like the boy that travelled around with the hypnotizer who was put
in a store window and laid there all the time the hypnotizer was in town
with everybody making bets whether they could see him breathing or not.
And then, Freckles says, he would get up out of his casket, and his
Sunday suit with long pants would be on, and he would take the note and
say: “Yes, it is to you, and I wrote it with my own blood!”
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