The Revolution in Tanner's LaneWhite, William Hale
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The Revolution in Tanner's Lane
White, William Hale
England -- Fiction; Religious fiction
“Zachariah, I heard Mr. Bradshaw as well as yourself; I am a member of
the church just as much as you are, and I don’t think it becoming of you
to preach to me as if you were a minister.” Her voice rose and became
shriller as she went on. “I will not stand it. Who are you that you
should talk to me so?—bad enough to bring me down here to die, without
treating me as if I were an unconverted character. Oh! if I had but a
home to go to!” and she covered her face with her apron and became
hysterical.
What a revelation! By this time he had looked often into the soul of the
woman whom he had chosen—the woman with whom he was to be for ever in
this world—and had discovered that there was nothing, nothing, absolutely
nothing which answered anything in himself with a smile of recognition;
but he now looked again, and found something worse than emptiness. He
found lurking in the obscure darkness a reptile with cruel fangs which at
any moment might turn upon him when he was at his weakest and least able
to defend himself. He had that in him by nature which would have
prompted him to desperate deeds. He could have flung himself from her
with a curse, or even have killed himself in order to escape from his
difficulty. But whatever there was in him originally had been changed.
Upon the wild stem had been grafted a nobler slip, which drew all its sap
from the old root, but had civilised and sweetened its acrid juices. He
leaned over his wife, caressed her, gave her water, and restored her.
“God knows,” he said, “I did not mean to preach to you. God in heaven
knows I need that somebody should preach to me.” He knelt down before
her as she remained leaning back in the chair, and he repeated the Lord’s
Prayer: “_Give us this day our daily bread_. _Forgive us our trespasses
as we forgive them that trespass against us_.” But will it be believed
that as he rose from his knees, before he had actually straightened his
limbs, two lines from the “_Corsair_” flashed into his mind, not
particularly apposite, but there they were:
“She rose—she sprung—she clung to his embrace
Till his heart heaved beneath her hidden face?”
Whence had they descended? He was troubled at their sudden intrusion,
and he went silently to the window, moodily gazing into the street. His
wife, left to herself, recovered, and prepared supper. There was no
reconciliation, at least on her side. She was not capable of
reconciliation. Her temper exhausted itself gradually. With her the
storm never broke up nobly and with magnificent forgetfulness into clear
spaces of azure, with the singing of birds and with hot sunshine turning
into diamonds every remaining drop of the deluge which had threatened
ruin; the change was always rather to a uniformly obscured sky and a cold
drizzle which lasted all day.
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