And then the thought—the temptation—came to Alison: she might go home!
She might cut the strings that bound her—never heeding that they bound
another, too—and be free and fly away to that dear, that safe old home,
where there were no deceptions, where everybody spoke the truth with
disagreeable plainness, if need be, but always the unvarnished truth.
Herries would have her do this. He might bid her do it yet. But ah!
Alison knew she could not—might not—dared not do it, for heart and
conscience both said no. What—and she hardly dared ask herself the
question—what would come to Nancy if she were left alone? Alison had
learned many things of late, and her girlish eyes had been opened to
much—to so much that was not fit for them to see, but that they saw
because they were clear-sighted eyes that always read the truth. What
would become of Nancy now if the one barrier—the restraining presence of
a companion of her own sex—were taken away, and she were left an
absolutely unprotected prey to that overpowering influence that shadowed
all she did and all she thought? The face of the man rose before
Alison—the masterful, sensual face, the riveting eyes—and she heard the
stealing steps that now too often and too late—far, far too late into
the night—would come creeping up the stair. Jean would be long since
safely bedded in her attic—but, at least until now, Alison had always
been at hand, with the certain safety of her presence, though fully
conscious how angrily that presence was resented by one of the pair, if
not indeed by both. Alison was innocent, as the pure are innocent, but
she was not stupid, and she was not blind. She knew enough to know that
even if Nancy were yet guiltless, her good name was fearfully at stake;
it hung by a thread, and one end of that thread was in Alison’s hands.
And it was Nancy—the dear, dainty, sweet Nancy—that had so twined
herself round the simple affections of the country girl! It was the
Nancy that had saved Alison from Mr. Cheape, and that had brought her to
Archibald Herries. No, Nancy should never be deserted in her peril. Even
if Alison’s early love for her were gone, there was yet loyalty, and
Alison would be unswervingly loyal. She must bide her time and wait.
She trusted Herries with a passion of trust. Whatever he did, that must
be right, and she would abide by it.
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