But now the sight of Nancy’s wretchedness—no longer to be concealed or
disguised—began, even more than her own uneasiness, to affect her. The
recklessness, the headstrong wilfulness of the little woman when the
object of her passion had been near her, and she could either see him or
hear from him day by day, had been hard enough to cope with, but now
that he was absent, and the constant excitement of the letters and the
meetings was suspended, her state was piteous. She would neither eat nor
sleep, neither rest nor yet employ herself; the irritation of her
temper—sweet turned to bitter under the alchemy of passion—was almost
insupportable. She would still write, by the hour, by day and night,
her feverish, passionate letters, which followed the poet by mail and
post-gig, and must prettily have punctuated his progress as he went.
He, from Glasgow, had scratched her a line as he waited for the Paisley
carrier, promising future and full epistles. But these did not follow
with absolute regularity, and the unreasoning little creature maddened
under his silence. She finally fretted herself into a fever, real
enough, and Alison had the doctor in; and a febrifuge and also a
sleeping-draught prescribed, gave the household a little peace at night
at anyrate.
At last a merciful morning brought a substantial packet from the errant
Bard, handsomely franked by some important personage, for he wrote from
a fine country house in Ayrshire, where he rested on his way from
Mauchline to Dumfriesshire. For hours did Nancy pore over these
precious sheets, reading out now and again laughing extracts to Alison.
This had always been her wont, and not by any means always edifying had
been the nature of these extracts, for Sylvander was a correspondent of
amazing frankness, and hid from his Clarinda none of his peccadillos,
past or present. Nancy, in these matters, had grown curiously hardened,
and probably hardly realised the essence of her revelations to the
shocked ears of a girl.
’Why,’ she cried, on this occasion, ’here will be a little excursion for
you, love! My Sylvander begs a favour of me; ’tis to take five
shillings, as from him, to a poor necessitous creature in the Wabster’s
Close. Will you do it, dear? You know how miserably unfit your poor
Nancy is to face the streets!’ Now, the poet’s message ran:—’There is a
poor lass in the Wabster’s Close of whom I get a tale of distress that
makes my very heart weep blood. For some part of her trouble I am (with
contrition, I own it) responsible. I will trust that your goodness will
apologise to your delicacy for me, when I beg you, for heaven’s sake, to
send the poor woman five shillings in my name, and let the wench leave a
line for me—you know where—and I shall see her, and try what is to be
done for her relief.’ Nancy, even, had felt the necessity of editing
this passage, but she dwelt upon the poet’s kindliness of nature with
unction.
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