Alison felt impelled to enter, but shrank involuntarily, as the close
air of the darksome and overcrowded chamber, with some nameless horror
in it, assailed her senses. The woman, however, who had admitted her,
now closed the door behind her. Alison noticed that her hands were
shaking, piteously, uncontrollably, and that she was very pale. The
room seemed full—full to overflowing—of women who whispered with bent
heads, gesticulating, raising hands to heaven, and who now turned
curious eyes on Alison.
She stood still in the middle of the wretched place, awed and terrified,
she knew not why, yet instinctively conscious of the nearness of some
tragedy.
’I was sent here,’ she whispered to the woman near her, ’with five
shillings for a girl, Clow, said to be in want or sickness.’
A murmur ran round the room. At her words, as if by common consent, the
crowd of women drew aside, and through the clearance thus made Alison
perceived a bed; and on the bed, its dismal occupant, the newly-dead, as
yet untended, the staring eyes unclosed, the pallid hand clenched on the
disordered covering. A woman, standing at the bed’s head, still held to
the parted lips the undimmed mirror.
Alison’s vision swam; she sickened, but she saw—saw, upturned among the
blankets, the gaunt, grey, sightless face; saw it—and knew it.
’Mysie!’ she cried, shrinking back in utmost horror.
’Eh?’ ejaculated several astonished voices; ’ye kent poor Mysie?’
But Alison felt the clammy sweat of faintness break out upon her flesh.
’Oh, let me go—let me out!’ she gasped. ’I will speak to you upon the
stair.’
The women crowded round her, questioning, muttering, explaining she knew
not what. She got forth from the room at last, and found herself
standing with the one woman upon the outer landing. The poor creature
seemed decent enough. By some trick of likeness, she might have been,
probably was, the dead woman’s sister. She eyed Alison, not
resentfully, but curiously.
’Are ye—are ye from _him_?’ she asked.
’From whom?’ said Alison, yet trembling, because she knew.
’Mysie was in trouble, ye ken,’ the woman said, with a kind of weary
dispassionateness. ’I thought that mebbe—’ She paused, lifting her
lustreless eyes to the fresh, unworn face of the girl before her, as
though wondering how far she would be understood.
But ah! Alison understood. She remembered the walk with Mysie only too
well—the scene before the house in St. James’s Square—the poor
creature’s then mysterious words. What had, even so short a while ago,
been hidden to Alison’s innocence, was plain to her now. Knowledge of
the wrong, and the passion, and the sin of the world was breaking over
her heart like the dawn of a grey day. But it was a true woman’s
heart—full of pity and of strength to meet the sorrowful enlightenment.
’He—he has sent money,’ she said, crimsoning with shame, and she slipped
the coins into the other’s hand. The woman weighed them in her palm an
instant, with a bitter smile.
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