But Nancy looked down at her face unmoved, with a little, hard smile.
’Accidents will happen,’ she said coolly. ’We must all die, surely.
Men will be men. To talk as you do is sheer hysterics. You are a
child.’
’I am a woman!’ cried Alison, ’and I see with a woman’s eyes.’
’You ought to concede,’ Nancy continued, unmoved, ’that our friend has
acted by the lass as handsomely as anyone could expect. He sent money.
I’ve reason to know he would have acknowledged her child had the silly
wench but given him the chance. He’s all generosity, kindness, warmth.
Didn’t I give you his very words this morning—"I’d wipe the tears from
all eyes if I could"?’
’’Twould be far better, I think,’ cried Alison, ’that he should try
first to cause no tears to flow. I see no beauty, Nancy, in beautiful
words when cruel, heedless acts go with them.’
Nancy shrugged her shoulders.
’You’ve no understanding of a poet, Ally,’ she said, with a superior and
pitying air. But Alison rose to her feet, feeling a sudden courage to
say that which had long burned upon her tongue.
’Oh! Nancy, Nancy,’ she cried, ’is it for _this_ man that you—’
’That I _what_?’ said Nancy, turning fiercely upon her friend.
’That you forget,’ whispered Alison, stammeringly, ’forget that you are
Willy and Danny’s mother, and—and—a wife, Nancy!’ From cheek to brow,
from her neck to her very ears, Nancy turned scarlet at the words, and
her eyes blazed with anger.
’How _dare_ you, Alison Graham,’ she said, ’how dare you say such words
to me? _I_ forget myself—I, who remember hourly that I am bound—bound
by an iron chain to an odious fate? Ah, were I free!’—she clenched her
little hands, and her whole tiny frame was shaken with the vehemence of
her passion, ’were I free, should I be here?—and he—he, as he is—left to
the machinations of the vulgar, and driven to demean himself with filthy
peasants?’ She had risen, and stood over Alison, blazing with jealousy
as well as rage—not jealousy of the luckless dead victim of the poet’s
passions, but, as it happened, of Jean Armour, of whose ascendency over
the Bard she was mortally suspicious. But now she turned all the vials
of her wrath on Alison.
’You, to misunderstand me!’ she cried. ’You, whom I have trusted, to
turn again and rend me! But you are like the rest of the
world—evil-minded! You read wickedness when there is only the innocence
and true nobility of great minds. You are incapable of understanding
friendship. I despise and rise above your mean suspicions—they are
unworthy of my thoughts. But if the viper I had cherished and nursed to
warmth in my bosom had turned and stung me, I could not have been more
pained!’ Saying which, with a toss of her head and a fine rustle of
petticoats, Nancy flounced out of the room, slamming the door behind
her.
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