’Ay!’ cried Burns, ’and what right had you, or any fellow-creature, to
hector, catechise and insult me as did you in that letter? To a man of
my temper, ’twas intolerable, and every drop of black blood in my veins
rose at the injury. I had the creature Nicol at my elbow, and he made
me write some trash—I mind not what—to you. But the real mischief was
that your ill-judged and insolent order sent me, by provocation,
hot-foot to your cousin’s—ay, by night, too—and we were alone.... I
outstayed—indeed, I did most damnably outstay, decorum’s hour—and I will
not say what devil whispered in my ear ... for opportunity and the fair
one both were kind. Then there comes upon us, out of her first sleep,
the lassie Graham. Ecod! I see her yet—the round eyes of her, like a
bairn’s, staring at me; the flounces of her night-rail, her bare bit
feet. Up she comes, and takes the woman from my very arms into her own,
as had she been an infant, showing me the door the while wi’ the gait o’
a queen. ’Od, ’tis not often Robbie Burns has played so poor a part in
an affair of that kind! I e’en slunk out o’ the house like a whipped
tyke wi’ his tail atween his legs. And so the lass better’d me—and
maybe saved the honour of your house. And for all reward you cast her
off!’ Herries had turned from white to red, and from red to white
again, during this recital. But now his eyes glittered with a cold
anger.
’You are utterly unjust as to my part in the affair,’ he said
deliberately. ’Your own letter, which you slur over so easily, was a
tissue of falsehood—if what you now tell me be true—and it was written
with intent to mislead me. Every word and every act of my cousin’s was
studied to the same end. I was hedged in with lies. Of those who
wronged Miss Graham, I certainly was not the guilty one; I utterly deny
it. I was the catspaw of others infinitely unscrupulous. If I did Miss
Graham an injustice, I deeply deplore it; but I was not responsible.’
Burns eyed the speaker long and curiously—ironically, indeed.
’The legal mind, I see, sir, lights on the cold justice of the case at
once, and banishes emotion and romance,’ he said. ’Let me tell you,
here and now, how I repent my part in the unlucky business. The letter
I sent you was Nicol’s, in truth, and not mine. In a sober mood I’d not
have lent myself to such a trick; but I was drunk, and there was my
disgrace. I ask your pardon, as one erring human being asks pardon of
another, who, in his turn, must be a supplicant for grace before the
Throne of God.... Or is Mr. Herries, indeed, above his fellows, and in
no need of pity and forgiveness from above?’ Herries frowned—the
annoyed frown of a man to whom heroics are distasteful.
’It is a Christian duty to forgive,’ he said coldly. ’Your injury to me
I do forgive, but your injury to another was far deeper, and confession
and repentance, sir, have come a little late.’
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