Hardly anything of the sick man could move but his eyes, and these
turned upon his daughter as she entered with a dog-like look of
expectation, while he set up a painful, inarticulate cry for water—for
he was tormented by an insatiable and raging thirst.
’’Tis ever so, if I leave him for but half-an-hour,’ said Alison, in a
low voice. ’No one comes to him; they let his cup be empty and his fire
go out. Oh, I’ve been cruel to leave him so long,’ she cried, with a
pang of remorse. She held the cup to his lips, and in her strong young
arms raised the supine and helpless form against the pillows. Herries,
inexpressibly shocked, with a sense of foreboding against which he
vainly strove, watched her.
’But, Alison!’ he whispered, passionately, ’this—this is your mother’s
duty. She’s bound to it by every law of marriage—by every impulse of
humanity.’
’You do not know my mother, sir,’ said Alison, quietly; ’God forgive me
for these unnatural words against her that bore me. But my mother has
her health, and is, besides, of an impatient nature, and cannot
understand that others should be sick and feeble.... I’ll say no more.’
They went together to the far end of the low, long room, which was now
getting dark.
’But this is monstrous!’ said Herries, vehemently, ’a second sacrifice—I
repeat it! You sacrificed me once to Nancy—and now you would sacrifice
me to another. You cannot love me!’
’I love you,’ said Alison, intently, ’I love you better than all the
world—better than my poor father. But, or ever I saw your face, Archie,
I knew his, and he has been a good father to me. God would surely
desert me if, knowing what I do of things at home, I were to leave him
in his helplessness. Archie, you’ll not bring me to tempt God’s anger?’
It was almost a cry, but Herries would not hear the justice in it.
’Then I go,’ he said, sore and angry, ’I go, uncomforted and alone.’
But Alison clung to him with a sob.
’Oh, no—no—no!’ she whispered, ’don’t leave me, Archie—oh, not yet!
I’ve been so long alone—so long—and never a sight of your face, and
sometimes I would be nearly mad to think I might forget it. But no—I
have remembered every line.’
Herries held his breath, and in the poignant sacredness of the moment
his heart stood still. For never had Alison’s arms held him as they did
just now, or her eyes read his face; and he felt that woman’s passion,
unashamed, had taken the place of a girl’s timid love. Her fingers
touched his hair, and yet, somehow, with all its passion, it was a touch
that might have been his mother’s.
’You’re gotten so grey, Archie,’ she said, with a little tender laugh.
’You’ll scarcely need the powder now!’
But Herries put her from him, almost roughly, with an oath.
’I can’t bear it, Ally,’ he said. ’If I must go, let me go now. I must
have all or nothing.’
He took his riding-whip from the table where he had laid it, and turned
and went without a word.
*CHAPTER XLVIII.*
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