’All’s well—for this time!’ he was saying to himself. ’But how will it
be when I am not at his elbow to allay suspicion, to soothe pride?
They’re ingrained in the nature of the lad. Will they lose him his
happiness as they did me mine? It’s likely—it’s likely yet, if I know
men.’ He had barely breath to get up the long stone stair to his rooms,
and cast himself into a chair beside the neglected hearth. He looked
round the room with dull apathy of sickness, and wiped the sheer sweat
from his forehead with a shaking hand.
’She—she shall have all I have to leave in this world,’ he muttered.
’For the lad’s sake, and for the sake of one of her sex—dead this thirty
years. And for her own sake, too—a fine, a fair creature, a bonny
lass!’ He made as though he would reach a desk that stood near upon a
table, but fell back weakly in his chair.
’Time enough yet for that, I daresay,’ he said, closing his eyes.
There is often ’time enough’ for the making of those wills, and yet the
future finds them—unmade.
*CHAPTER XXVIII.*
Down in the fields, near where, nowadays, Ainslie and Moray Places rear
their respectable family mansions—fields white that morning with the
thick, wintry rime—Archibald Herries and Alison Graham walked side by
side. He was bareheaded in the cold, for assuredly a man does not talk
easily of love with his hat on his head. He held it in a hand behind
him; the other arm had Alison’s hand between it and his heart. This
girl was his. Had he needed to ask? There are some things craved and
received without question and answer. Suspicion and mistrust seemed to
have vanished away; no man could harbour either while he looked in
Alison’s eyes.
’Whom shall we tell first, Ally?’ he was asking.
’Need we tell anyone, sir—just yet?’ said Alison, wistfully. ’Isn’t it
too new and too—too good to be told?’
The words were too strictly an echo from his own nature for him to find
fault with them.
’But my cousin might have to be told,’ he suggested.
’Nancy? Oh, no, no!’ said Alison, impulsively.
’Why?’ said Herries, laughing. ’I thought you were such dear friends,
and had no secrets from each other?’
’So we are—dear friends, sir,’ said Alison, though not quite with the
enthusiasm she might have felt a month ago. ’But—I could not tell her
of this. ’Tis different to everything else in the world.’
’That’s true,’ Herries answered. ’Ally,’ he said, suddenly, ’are you
prepared to find me but a poor lover? For ’tis that I’m likely to
prove, I fear. I am but a dry stick. Pretty speeches come so shyly to
my lips, and as to love-letters, I never put pen to paper but in the way
of business. Weeks might pass and I might never say, "I love you."’
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