Child abuse -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Juvenile fiction; Orphans -- Juvenile fiction
"Maybe y' better have a doctor," essayed Johnnie, practically, and as
calmly as he might have said it to Cis.
"You mind your business."
The afternoon was longer than the morning. Johnnie sat at the table
again. His face was hot, and he kept a dipper of water in front of him
so that he could take frequent draughts. Sometimes he watched his patch
of sky; sometimes he shut his eyes and read from the burned books, or
looked at their pictures; now and then he slept--a few minutes at a
time--his head on his arms.
Toward evening, though rested physically, he found his spirits again
drooping. Bravely as he had started the day, its hours of futile waiting
had tried him. (Could it be possible that grief was a matter of the
clock?) As twilight once more moved upon the city it brought with it the
misery, the loneliness and the pain which had been his just twenty-four
hours before. Oh, where, he asked himself, was the light step, the
tender voice, the helpful hand of her who had hurried home to him every
nightfall of the past?
He understood then what a difference there could be between bodily
suffering and mental suffering. His whipping, severe as it had been, was
over and done, and all but forgotten. But this sorrow--! "Gee!" he
breathed, marveling; "how it sticks!"
No; he had not realized when Cis left how hard it would be to stay on at
the flat without her. And ahead of him were how many days like this one?
He seemed there to stay for a time that was all but forever!
That night it was Boof who shared the mattress with him. He whispered to
the dog for a long while, recounting his troubles. Afterward, he said
over the tenth law, that one having to do with bravery. "Defeat does not
down him" the Handbook had said; and he was not downed. He thought of
every valiant soul he knew--Aladdin, Heywood, Uncas, Jim Hawkins,
Lancelot, Crusoe. He fought the tears. But he felt utterly stricken,
wholly deserted.
--By all save Polaris, now risen above the roofs. "Oh, you can see
ev'rything!" Johnnie said to the star, enviously. "So, please, where is
Father Pat?"
But Polaris only stared back at him. Bright and hard, calm and
unchanging, what difference did it make to so proud a beacon--the woe of
one small boy?
* * * * *
Joy cometh with the morning. This time Joy wore the disguise of a cowboy
who had a black eye, a bag of apples, a newspaper, and two cigars. Also
he carried a couple of businesslike packages, large ones, well wrapped
in thick brown paper and wound with heavy string.
The excitement and happiness that One-Eye roused when he shuffled in
came very nearly being the end of Johnnie, who could not believe his own
eyes, but had to take hold of a shaggy trouser leg in order to convince
himself that this was a real visitor and not just a think.
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